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2006-12-25T00:53:00.000+08:00

MANY PICTURES SPEAK MANY MANY THOUSANDS WORDS. =D

2006-12-25T00:48:00.000+08:00

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2006-12-23T23:17:00.000+08:00

Now let's blog about TODAY! =D Haha. Today bei Alina's sms woke up;stupid Alina =x Lol, just kidding laa (: I'm a good person so i don't talk bad about people de. So we meet at compass first before proceeding to meet Yu En at Pasir Ris Mrt Station. Then when we reached there,like super gang ga. =x Haha. Anyway,i think we ate da most food among everyone. & i LOVE da chicken wings. Haha. Cheerios to da person who marinated it (: Anw,look at what Alina's wearing today. She's brown. Haha. STICK. Same as Zhi Sheng liao. And she's all OP today. She should also bring OP bag and wear OP shoes and she will be the OP Girl =D
This is Alina's CUTE Cat hanging from her phone. It goes "Meowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww" when you press it's cute little head. Lmao. Reminds me of Jiayi =x
We were all shocked to know that it Qiu Yu Sir's birthday today! HAPPY BIRTHDAY QUI YU SIR =D See that guy holding the guitar. Haha. He actually came up and wanna sang us christmas song and we must donate to help dunno who de =x & they actually request him to sing a birthday song. Haha. Look at him,clapping away with da song. Lmao.
My NDP mates =D I miss them loads cannn. Today finally see them but there's like so less people that came & look at that lady! She's asking for donations. (:
Today Alina and i saw Taufik at COMPASS POINT POPULAR. Haha. Lucky us. But Alina was super xia suay la. Cos she telling me she wanna WAVE to Taufik. So she wave and her hand went right in those kind of scarf thingy that those malay ladies wear de . SO MALU LAA. Haha. You might not find it funny la. But when we were there,we were laughing like mad. Look at Taufik's front view! This is Taufik's side view! Haha. Cool ba. I took this photo (:This is Taufik's bad view =D Look at this. Haha. Does that person on da right looks famaliar? Haha. I was just trying to take Taufik SMILING. Little did i know Yip Chun was also posing with him. Lmao.

Anw,when we were walking around Popular,someone came up to me and ask me whether am i from Benevolence Camp 3. -.- I'm like so shocked. Lmao. Yuan lai he's in my group too. Stupid me. I don't recognise him la. He say that time cos he botak. But i got ying xiang liao =D Haha. Smart Jamie.

My first christmas present from my sister =D Haha. So sweet of her la. Thanks a LOT.

CHEW BING LONG,TAKE CARE OKAY? GET WELL SOON. I DON'T WANT SEE YOU LIKE THIS. SERIOUSLY BREAKING MY HEART LA. ='(

2006-12-23T22:40:00.000+08:00

Hello (: Haha. I shall update about yesterday first. Yesterday went back to school to see da Sec 1s & 2s work so hard to get ready for the CCA Day. Well,i guess the Sec 1s don't really respect their Sec 2s and those in FD Com feel like they should dicuss footdrill command list at da time when they are supposed to work. & so i became the bad person again T.T lmao. Okay. After that,we kind of had to settle da stuff for Home Visits & Alina called da person working at IMH. The person's email was SUPER DUPER LONG. It was darn funny when Alina was writing down her email. I can still laugh about it laa. After that,i went to Fiona's house to bake BROWNIES =x Lmao. When i reach her house, her grandfather say he dunno where is she. & so he let me in and i entered her room to discover that she was still zzz away & so i tap her then she no reaction so i just sit down and stare at her =x & finally after a while she jiu wake up le and so we used da com and den proceed to White Sands to buy our ingredients to bake brownies (: This is our not so successful brownie that is called da STOON CAKE. Haha. Don't blame us. It's not the name we have given to it. It's what Fiona's grandfather called it. Lmao. =D Anyway,we had to throw this away cos it's obviously inedible. LOOK AT IT. See how hard it is. =x
See,this is our BEAUTIFUL ICING we made (: Super tasty la. I love da pink the most although it's meant to be Red =x Lmao.
Look at this successful one with one piece missing cos we took and try. =x Super nice la.
Look at the mess we created! I guess Fiona got nagged for this. Haha. I'm so sorry!
Haha. The icing dropped and DIRTY Fiona used her hands to pick it up & licked it up! Haha. Disgusting fellow. Lmao. =D

2006-12-22T00:41:00.000+08:00

Today went to Singapore Zoological Gardens with bl. (: Woke up at 7.30 but just feel like lazing around because i was super tired laaa. And so i finally decided to climb out of my bed at 8 and bathe. Haha. I was earlier than him okay? So i waited for him and i was listening to zui shu xi de mo sheng ren. I'm so freaking addicted to this song la. So,we took da bus and we enter da ZOO (: Seeeeeee. This is our ticket stubs. I want the zebra de. So he took da ugly monkey. Speaking of monkey. The zoo damn lots of MONEKYS leh. Then we kept laughing at da Baboons =x So darn funny la. They are all sitting on their RED buttocks =x SO FUNNY! But i really think there's not a need to have SOOOO many monkeys in da zoo because all of them seem to look da same to me only of a different colour -.-
LOOK AT THAT PIG (: So pinky can. I LOVE PIGS. This is ~~Chew Bing Long.~~ Haha. I'm so gonna get a scolding from him can. Never mind. I strike his name ma. So it's not him. It's LINDA TAN! (: Anyway,this pig was found at da Children's World place la. All the animals there are so lovable. But i dare not touch la,cos they seem dirty =x Oh ya,beside da pigs' pen,is the wild boar pen. Then da wild boar seems injure and kept crying out. I really pity da wild boar la and it really looks like da one in maple. Haha.

Okay,so that's da end of the trip la. Didn't take much photos cos i totally forget about it. Guess i'm still not that used to using my phone as a camera to take whatever i see (: Never mind. Gonna get used to it SOON. ROAR! & everyone will have to take photos with me(: COME ON,BE HONOURED. Haha. Anw,this magnet thingy was wad i got from the trip when we exit from the zoo. So cute la. (: It's a sealion! Haha. Okay. Anw,I really got to go. It's getting super late and i have to wake up early tomorrow. & i'm preparing bl's christmas present tomorrow. Gee, guess everyone will come asking me for presents. Wait for next year la. =x Okie dokie. Really got to go NOW. Bye! =D

2006-12-20T18:12:00.000+08:00

Look at the damage the rain has caused. I pity those living around that area. Singapore should have better drainage system at that area so that the weather will not affect their lives. Can u imagine how much u spend to buy a car and then one downpour can caused everything inside the car to be spoiled. Thanks god i still cannot drive.

Finally it stopped raining today. (:
Let's hope tomorrow don't rain okay? Then everyday will be a better day. Let the rain come down only when the flood at Thomson there goes down. Haha. So today was a boring day. Go temple pray then come home and use computer le lo.
Anw,i now love taking photos with my phone le (:
So,whenever i go now,i will take lots of photos! Haha. Then i will post them on my blog.

I'm now crazyly in love with him. (: Haha. I admit this drawing sucks. But i just thought of it and draw de laaa.

I love him but i also love my BABES (: REDCROSS5duoHUA. Cute right

2006-12-19T22:11:00.000+08:00

my mood almost same as da falling rain. really hope things take a better turn. I REALLY HOPE THURSDAY DON'T RAIN! =x

These few days keep raining. It's raining,it's pouring,the old man is snoring,he went to bed and bump his head and can't wake up in de morning (:

I just now watch da news,OH MY GOD. So many places are FLOODED. First time see Singapore flooded leh. Okay la,not exactly da first time. But it's da first time i actually watch da news and realise it by myself. I'm so proud of myself(:

Okie,i took this picture from da Channel News Asia website. I DOOO watch and read da news de okay. (: And even some buildings their flooring CRACKED! Can u imagine that? My God. Anw,back to talking about that picture. I don't think the people wear SHOES or Slippers right? haha. Because if they did,what if they walk and their Shoes or Slippers slipped?! Den they would have to go DIGGING in da ~~CLEAN~~ water for it! Can u imagine if you're the one? LMAO.

Okay. Let's hope da rain gets smaller or stop so people can celebrate CHRISTMAS. Yay. I'm looking forward to Christmas! I wanna get lots and lots and lots of presents ah(:

Okay,got to go do my lesson plan le. BYE.

2006-12-18T22:06:00.000+08:00

Today went to cut hair and do hair treatment (:

SUPER LOOONG LAAA

Cos alina,fiona,my sister and her friend go cut ma

Den Alina,Fiona and i cut and do hair treatment

My sister and her friend do highlight their hair [PURPLE COLOUR LEH,darn nice (: and it's my sister's favourite coulour!]

During that period of time,received a super sad news until i cry =x

Cos didn't expect that to happen ma

But it's okay,as long as he is happy,everything's alright le

So,i decided to make him a card den give him (:

I jiu do den tell my parents going RM buy magazines

But hey,i did buy okayyyyy. So i'm still a good girl(:

Den purchase lollipops for him. Gave him 9 cos 9 means chang chang jiu jiu to us

So we made our way up to his house,den my sister throw the card and lollipops in PLUS the card she also made (:

Den his mummy called me la & he told me his parents were super touched (:

I did a great thing today. WOOTS. I made someone happy.

YAY!

2006-12-18T01:43:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE
i'm finally willing to come blog liao (:
YAY *claps* FOR JAMIE DA GREAT
last whole week was hectic la,i guess =x
COS GOT 2FIDELITY'S CHALET! WOOTS!
one year has passed and we are so super united can. expect for some la =x
den this year chalet super fun!
but i lost quite a sum of MONEY $$
ALL COS OF GAMBLING LA T.T
okie,i shall not gamble anymore (:
SOOOOOOOO,2F ROCKS WAHAHAHAHAHA.
ALINA HAVEN SEND ME DA PHOTOS LA
if she send liao den i shall blog lo,so let's wait for alinanabubu to send me

TML I GOING CUT HAIR & GOING TO HAIR TREATMENT

BYE BYE. anw,i'm busy playing maple and audition now =x
OH YA,MSREBELLIOUS KENA HACK LA
WHICH STUPID IDIOTIC PERSON DID THIS T.T
let's all mourn for 1 min

*After 1 Minute*
haha,now i playing MsRandomLove in NEW WORLD
lvl 20 liao hor , mai siao siao =x
AND AUDITION ROCKS
just that i cannot pass my license laaaaa
been taking it for da past few days le,but cannot pass!!
hope i one day can pass and stop wasting my DENS to go take da license liao (:
rebelliouspop rocks (: my audition ign*

MSREBELLIOUS! =(

MSRANDOMLOVE(:

2006-12-09T23:54:00.000+08:00

I HATE SMOKERS.

2006-12-07T22:58:00.000+08:00

I'M BACK.
i think a lot of people must have miss me (:
haha,SERIOUS,I'M NOT KIDDING K.
i will update on where i go when i get the pics ok? (:

I SUDDENLY SO PISSED WITH EVERYTHING LA
so wanna go out tomorrow,den dunno now can ma.
no money to go chalet
den they still want me buy stuff T.T
my daddy is gonna nag me le. if nag until very cham
i don't think i can go le,den need to request more money from them liao
I'M SORRY IF THAT HAPPENS
I'M SO DARN BROKE T.T NO MONEY LE.

2006-12-05T01:26:00.000+08:00

BYE PPL
DUN MISS ME AH
(: GRINS*

2006-11-30T23:29:00.000+08:00

MsRebellious : LEVEL 33
LEVEL 33 LIAO HOR. (: HAHAHAHAHAHA
SAY ME PRO. COME ON.
LOL,BUT I SHOULD GET A BETTER LIFE SIA
I SIT IN FRONT OF COM WHOLE DAY CHIONG MAPLE =X
ZZZ I AM SERIOUSLY LACK OF SLEEP NOW
WAHAHAHAHAHAHA. TOMORROW CAN SEE MY BABES LIAO (:
ALTHOUGH LIKE A FEW DAYS NEVER SEE THEM NIA
BUT IT SEEMS LIKE AGES MAN
OK LA,I ALSO MUST DO CAMP REPORT LIAO
CYAX PEOPLE. DUN MISS ME AH. AND DO REMEMBER TO TAG ME AH

2006-11-29T22:59:00.000+08:00

BUSY PLAYING MAPLE (:
MsRebellious : LEVEL 31
LEVEL 31 OK?! hahahahahahahahahahahahaha

2006-11-21T00:28:00.000+08:00

MEI YOU YONG DE JAMIE!
nv will i say i'm jamie da greatest le ba
FUCK IT. i'm depressed
WHY CAN'T I HELP MY FRIENDS WHEN THEY ARE SAD?
why can't i cheer them up? hais
think i'm too kpo le,think i poke my nose into too many ppl's business le
I'M SORRY
if all of you got problems cannot tell anyone,do remember still got me ba
now,if ni men dun wanna sae anything or tell me anything le,i understand ba
just remember there's someone you can turn to and that's ME(:
SORRY.

2006-11-16T22:51:00.000+08:00

my hair is wet so i can't sleep yet (:

2006-11-15T22:45:00.000+08:00

BOO
my blog song now nice hor (:
zen mo ban is the title
listen liao will like get high =x
LMAO
next song i changing to will be zi teng hua
S.H.E's songs
HAZEL,THANKS AH >.<

YAY! tomorrow gonna bake cookies
WOOTS,WEETS,YAHOO!

ANW,today was a slacky day
slack like hell cannnnn
RAWR,cannot always slack la
MUST STUDY HARD
ALL SUBJECTS: A1

2006-11-10T22:57:00.000+08:00

hello z.z

so freaking lack of sleep now z.z

today went for the course z.z

we were like the earliest can! z.z

den go there we wait for people to arrive before the course starts lo z.z

the first speaker quite obscene z.z

keep saying pervo stuff z.z

but it makes sense and it's funny z.z

haha,den went for IPP z.z

FUN,but people kept screaming z.z

and the gas was those kind of foggy effect smoke thingy? z.z

SO FUN (: z.z

although lessons were quite boring,but tried to stay awake z.z

den they also got show PCK z.z

darn funny z.z

and lots of video z.z

OH YA z.z

CPR change liao z.z

sian,only knew of the changes yesterday and yet we have to take the SFA next week z.z

now change to 30 compressions,2 blows and 5 cycles z.z

can do until die z.z

so tiring z.z

den when the course end,it was around 4.30 z.z

early (: z.z

so we set off to take bus and on the bus,i fell asleep z.z

when i woke up,i was on alina's shoulders z.z

although subconciously i knew i lying on alina's head,i'm too tired to shift z.z

so i jus continued sleeping =x z.z

sorry alina, z.z

ok la,time to go liao z.z

my whole back is aching and tml have to wake at 5.45 z.z

CRY MAN z.z

nights ppl z.z
Z.Z

2006-11-09T21:21:00.000+08:00

HELLO =D
wa,today SLACK like HELL LOTS
& i'm LACKING OF SLEEP
ZzZzzzzzzZZzzzzZz
tomorrow there's the civil defence course
BORING =x
but today was quite enjoyable la (:
cos went to compass and keep finding those toys shop and play
weets =D
FUN FUN FUN
so wanna go back to time and be a child again

2006-11-08T17:52:00.000+08:00

i'm ok

jus felt a bit left out

some words are just not meant to be said from the mouth

so i guess,as to why i'm unhappy,it will be kept to myself

& thanks for the lollipop =D

boo,dun want cry le

hais. help me la

please? i'm really drifting from you girls le

i dun want

but maybe it's all fated huh

different class,different stuff to talk about

no more going to school with you even on holidays

no more going to tuition with you

no more sharing my troubles with you and vice versa

no more gossiping about other people with you le

HAIS. JUST KILL ME

2006-11-08T01:30:00.000+08:00

SO RANDOM =D

yuan lai nature can be so mysterious de =D
The first one a bit RA. =x

2006-11-05T21:55:00.000+08:00

HELLO =D
today morning was sleeping
den jiu received dao a call from hx
haha,ask me got mathematical set ma -.-
den i say yeah. why?
yuan lai want to lend to QINGWEI
LOL =x
so i say ok lo,den ask her wanna meet wad time
she said 12.30pm but i heard as 3.30 pm =x
lol,den in the end hai shi crawl out of bed and get ready
den ask her wanna study a maths ma
she sae ok lo,but she nv bring anything
so i mus provide -.-
den reach there le jiu sit down and wait for qingwei and lie yao
suddenly,qingwei squat beside hx,DEN I BEI SCARED DAO!
my heart skipped a beat leh.
lol,den sit at mac "study"
no la,see them study lo. den i tried doing a maths but in the end still dunno den dun do liao
den hx and i SUPER BB, =x cos we saw someone that look like slattery working at mac
den hx sae yes,so go bb and see name tag
i jiu sae yes cos walking style look like
haha,den after that she fang gong le,we kpo,cos saw her with a guy
den tail her, =x but she like realise
so we faster siam. haha
after that,lie yao eat finish le we proceed to qingwei's house there lo
go there play poker,listen music,blah blah blah
practically slacking
so sorry,like hai dao them studying liddat
die sia. den LIE YAO MY NEW FRIEND NOW (:
but they keep smoking
STOP SMOKING LA
bad for health ok! idiots,BAKA
LOL,ok la. gtg
BYE. (:

these few days,i'm not that happy anymore.

2006-10-31T21:50:00.000+08:00

Drifting Apart From The Rest Of The World

2006-10-30T22:23:00.000+08:00

hello =D
actually not very happy today
so wanna come and blog to vent my anger and sadness =x
BOO
start with something angry first
today went down for recess with alina,fiona and joe ma
den we queueing for CHICKEN RICE *YUMYUM*
ok,not the main point =x
so CY came and CUT my BLOODY QUEUE
without the acknowledge of ANYONE
WTF can? i asked him scam and he continued cutting queue
HUNGRY UNTIL LIDDAT ISSIT
heard from people u NEVER queue to buy food and always cut queue
FATASS,although i'm not that skinny too,but i have the MANNERS that u DON'T
SCRAM LA. get lost. scold u FUCKER already very kind le
in the wrong still come and scold me DIAM DIAM LA?!
please learn your manners and get this,i'm NOT AFRAID of you
LEARN TO QUEUE UP,u sucker.
GET A LIFE MAN. you're a fucker,and a BIG ONE AT IT
CHENGYI,you SUCKS

BOO,that sure did pollute my blog man
YUCK,heng he was NEVER my friend
just a small fry of mine =x
so now to what i did today
today got lesson,den a bit boring la
got crazy woman screamed at us again. [not liew liew ah]
haha,OH YA. speaking about liew liew -.-
after recess i went up the spiral stairs ma
den the auntie sweeping the floor
i was like laughing when walking up the stairs ma
den didn't see the dustpan in front of me so i knock dao
den joe help me pick up
LIEW LIEW saw me and laugh and sae i laugh should also help ma -.-
so dumb can. haha =x
den after school got meeting
i started packing and sneezing and packing and sneezing.
i was packing the room i mean
den linda suddenly sae :"wo men lai xi di shang"
my god -.- use water ok
so ok lo,the guys brought the pails of water up,den we sweep out the water
haha,den sweep and sweep and sweep
i jiu see all the lao gaos in the room so we go and help them take a pom pom =D
xi shua shua xi shua shua =x
haha,den linda and kw go down first ma,after that i go down they show me the KING KONG so cool can!
like can produce king kong sound when taken out of water
cos too flooded le den release le jiu very funny =x
haha,den i keep laughing when linda keep taking it out
den after that,jiu hang them in a row outside red cross room
hope tml no one comes and steal them
or we will be UTTERLY SAD
cos got sentimental value with them de
haha,den we leave everything very messy cos they floor still wet ma
tml gonna go back and pack liao
oh ya,hais
i dun make a good training head do i?
offend ppl with my words
so tired of carrying on
i do too much,get said,do too little,people will ask me do more
hais,today suddenly tears just flow
and it's like a lot
dunno why also,maybe ren shu le ba
forget it,always meant to be my fault
just FORGIVE&FORGET (:

stay alive
hang in there
never fear
cos jamie the great is here =D
[NEW CHEER (: HAHA]

2006-10-25T15:28:00.000+08:00

BOO
today pon school >.<
SO FUN CAN as if -.-
but dumbly,audition went for patch
so ass sia,leave me nth to do now except to SLACK
AM I A SLACKER?
haha,why zs they all always say i slack de
die la,cannot cannot
MUST BUCK UP AND DO SOMETHING MEANINGFUL!
woOts -
today heard from alina got STDs TALK
cool right,heng i didn't attend school cos alina said it was D-I-S-G-U-S-T-I-N-G
and renjie told me it's boring -.-
den realise my class got 3 people retain
MY GOD
WHY DIDN'T THEY STUDY HARD?!
now 3GAY wun go up as a class liao T.T
anw,i'm so bored now i guess i should jus take a book and read
ok,SEE YA PEOPLE.

2006-10-24T14:47:00.000+08:00

yesterday learn CPR
can say i'm still quite confused
but this lesson really very helpful
guess gonna practice more with little annie =D
lol,so yesterday went punggol end again
think kena more bites
wth,though wun leh
cos based on experiences,i thought mosquitoes bite le wun bite again?
guess it's all different mosquitoes
and my blood is super sweet -.-
yesterday count got around 63 bites
today dare not count,cos sure increased de
haha,SO BORED CAN
MOPIKO MOPIKO

MOPIKO ROCKS MY LIFE now -.-

2006-10-22T22:14:00.000+08:00

ITCHY ITCHY SCRATCHY SCRATCHY.
YUCK
i'm freak out by my own skin la!
HELP ME T.T
so many mosquito's bites
now so far got like 40 plus plus
and tomorrow i literally have to go out and FACE THE WORLD
gee,my self esteem will be super low =x
I NEED MOPIKO!
shouldn't have went to punggol end at night
lol,but never regret though =D
anw,tml gonna wake up real early
so i'm lazy to update anymore

2006-10-19T22:35:00.000+08:00

boooo
i'm trying to be understanding le
although being understand is just not me i guess
sorry
i just feel so fucked up in everything
like any moment,my life gonna come crushing down on me
i dunno what's wrong
i just feel super bad inside me
there's this idiotic feeling that keeps lingering inside me
bleh
just feel like dropping everyone one day and sleep
sleep and wake up only when i'm brave enough to face this world
a bit tired of this relationship
how is it gonna substain when the frequency of us sms-ing,chatting and meeting is so bloody less?
i just feel this way,but never gonna tell you
cos you sure sae u neglect me,but it's not like this
hais,i dunno le
SO CONFUSED
but hx say cannot so easily give up on a relationship
alina sae if i do,next time sure regret
hais,i dunno anything anymore
HATE THIS THOUGHT OF MINE.

2006-10-19T20:47:00.000+08:00

HELLO =D
sorry was like so darn lazy to update for the past few days
anw,got back results and guess what,i failed 3 -.-
haha, as usual,a maths and chem + PHYSICS
wth,it's too hard for me T.T
no way am i gonna drop,so i using this holiday to WORK HARD =D
so there had been SOOOOO many stuff to write about but i'm just pure lazy
therefore,i'm not gonna blog about what happened the past few days lo =x
I NOW GO TERRIBLE SORE THROAT!
help me ; help my throat =(
i'm trying not to talk la,but it seems like i'm talking more
and tml got to compete for commanding. I'M SO DEAD.
KILL ME. KILL ME. KILL ME. KILL ME.
OH YA,my dog is so ke lian
she was bleeding on a particular day while i was in school
so my sister brought her to the vet,den realise she bite herself
my god,it seems dumb. =x but she came back with the wound there SHAVED
and her head with the cast so she won't bite herself
BOOOOO,it's so ke lian cannnnnn.
today laugh like hell in class AGAIN. stupid bekah and hazel la
haha,made me laugh by saying MUAH CHEE joke
although quite old liao,but the way bekah say is very funny la!
ANW, ALINA IS SO KE LIAN =x
cos linda,jiayi and hx gotHCL intensive programme thus they have to go do papers WHOLE DAY
den alina tml dun want go school! HOW CAN.
haha,K LA. GO LIAO
lazy to blog anymore
THERE'S TRAINING TML! =D
BYE BYE =x

2006-10-12T23:40:00.000+08:00

BOO =DD
http://hw-driver-bal.nctu.cc:52833/pub/slime/mail0826/mail4/lpigandpig.swf
GO SEE. IT'S SO CUTE.

2006-10-07T15:03:00.000+08:00

HELLO =D
SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING
WILL UPDATE AFTER EOY
(: GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE

2006-09-30T23:54:00.000+08:00

I HATE MYSELF

2006-09-25T21:55:00.000+08:00

HELLO =D
i'm updating cos alina and hx ask me update
these few days so many stuff to write about
but i am just lazy and decide to put it off to the next day
and the next day,the same stuff happens again
geeeeeee,i'm lazy =x
and by the time i wanna blog,i realise that so many stuff had accumulate and i had forgotten about them
MEMORIES AH (:
haha,so friday was X-Country
so fun can =x i was with goldwin
and guess what,really talk about a lot a lot of stuff
so he isn't what i tot he was
like i mean,spoilt or smth? and he's afraid of linda and i cos he says we have a scary face
comeon,how scary is my face?! i'm friendly leh. =DD
SOOOOOOO,heard that there's a lot of cases about MONKEYS
WAHAHAHA,yuan lai hongxi so naughty de =x
jiawen lost her water bottle becos of the monkeys!
and somemore kena chased. throw face sia =x
den peixuan cried cos the monkey chase her
realise all the monkeys chase small size ppl de
so there's only one casualty at my station and i was at station 5 (:
DEN I CLEARLY FORGET ABOUT EVERYTHING LIAO =x
but today,i broke 2 test-tubes =x
cos doing chem experiment
den after heating it,i wait for the bubbles to stop den i go wash
but it's still hot,so i just drop the test-tube
SO,that's the first story about the ke lian testtube =x
second one was cos i was keeping everything
den suddenly,i hold the whole tray and one test-tube drop down
gosh - i'm darn careless
heng the glass didn't drop into bekah's shoes
SOOOOOOOO,that's all i guess
haha. and ppl,if have time,go youtube watch more videos (:
search for MISS SWAN and if you finished them,go search for LEON/GAVIN/WMD/CHEMICAL/TABLE
DARN FUNNY LA
quote he....looks,LIKE A MAN unquote from miss swan
HAHA
very gayed
GO WATCH K (:

ILOVEYOU-

2006-09-18T22:06:00.000+08:00

HELLO. sorry for not updating my blog for soooooooooooo LONG. yesterday my papa buy for me samsung z4oo k (: SO GOOD LA. $298. my god. i LOVE my papa MORE =x oh ya. won't be updating often until exams over le k? so freaking busy laaaaaa. plus exams are coming up and i'm having trouble. gonna be in hot soup. guess i better start studying tomorrow or the day after tomorrow or the day after tomorrow after tomorrow? oh gee. i'm jus SUPER ~~HARKWORKING~~.

2006-09-10T19:40:00.000+08:00

siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan.
SCHOOL'S STARTING TOMORROW
this holiday is NOT ENOUGH.
SHUCKS. schools sucks =x

2006-09-09T13:16:00.000+08:00

sunburned T.T now become blacker le. i want be FAIRER la. haha. k,i shall not go under the sun for a few months. HAIS;only if it's possible la,with my hectic life and activities that i do,i'm simply not the indoor type.
sooooo,yesterday was great (: in the morning went to play bball with hx,cls,px and her bro. we played match,hx and i VS px and cls. and i guess we were leading in scores,haha,idiotic px. keep hugging hx =x den the cls de hands are FREAKING LONG. as in really really LOOOOONNNNNNNNG. den after that we went to buy drinks ma.
bl sae saw me. so i wanna go find him. like playing hide and seek liddat. dunno for wad sia. so run and he back. keep backing,haha. sha gua =x hit until pillar. after that i angry at him,haha. sorry. hx also say i shouldn't be so xiao qi.
after that go back bball court den see they sitting down;yuan lai px de eyes kena hit by cls. HAHA. see la,bully small girl ah. den around 1 plus jiu leave to find linda and alina. we went to punggol end (: so many ppl there la. den at first we reaching saw someone naked. =x den we keep thinking is christopher cos very black ma. BUT SHI JONATHAN. aiyoh! he so black now. take care of your skin ah. after that eat linda cook de fried rice (: NICE. haha. jus that too little crabmeat la. ): after that i fish a while jiu go with chester,kongming,mingguang and gavin to the place they called as the fishfarm? so we want go see see lo. den we SNEAK in. haha. like trespassing leh;i felt so guilty can. -.- den we walk and walk,got ppl we jiu faster run =x cos we scared ma,it didn't seem like a fish farm,after that we wanna walk out but got one dog bark. i of cos run la,although i noe cannot run. den they keep saying cannot run. but i got dog smell on me la! after that we explore somemore,den realise is really can go there fish de (: so cool can. the fishes are like VERY VERY big. but one rod 45 bucks for 3 hours. den confirm no money de ma. so we see them fish lo. after that go back thru the "maze" again. go back,i go see why jonathan like so sad liddat T.T den they wan tou pai. stupid kongming. haha. after that i dunno why i broke down in tears la. guess cos i felt useless at that time. ): sad. haha. but i awhile jiu ok le (: jiu keep fish and fish and fish. den go find my family at hougang mall lo. den zhi sheng buy SMELLY TOUFU. EWWWWW. like rubbish bin smell =x haha.

today's the 9th of september 2oo6 (:
ME&YOU.

2006-09-06T22:23:00.000+08:00

hais,i'm disappointed.

2006-09-05T21:50:00.000+08:00

HELLO (:
haha. today nice day la
so last minute also can arrange to go out
soooo,fiona was late AGAIN
den first destination was to meet karin at compass
we go try the ya kun ice cream toast
nice (: very nice
den watch the dinosaur de show
the children all play until very funny
HAHA,got one kid ah,throw dice den number is 5
so mus move the playing piece by 5
den he move by 4 steps only
SO FUNNY LA!
so the guy keep making five at him
den he run back and move one up
HAHA (: cute
after that go slack to ps
go PC BUNK
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. played audition
nice leh. (: but so many ppl see also a bit scared
den keep missing =x
after watch THE DEVIL WEARS PRADA
nice k
but i was so urgent la -.-
den i ren for around 1 hr liddat
after that realise my sister in the same cinema as me!
so qiao can
after that jiu go tuition le (:
haha
i have another ear hole liao
fiona lo
haha,she la,want another ear hole,so i pei her
cos it's cheaper ma
k la k la,i go liao (:
CYAX PPL
and alina,JIA YOU
zhi sheng,JIA YOU
LOL =x

2006-09-04T22:12:00.000+08:00

T.T
so guilty today la
i guess i'm the main culprit of hx's head
sorry hx
hais,let all the pain be on me
heaven,can't you let all the pain be on me?
why can't i be the one who fell down
den i won't hai dao my friends le
at least i will be the one in pain
PLEASE HEAVEN,GIVE ALL THE PAIN MY FRIENDS ARE EXPERIENCING TO ME
PLEASE. i don't wanna see them in pain
ALL OF THEM,be it close or not close,be it near or distant
please. hais

so today i go back school for chem remedial
ok,teacher teach new chapter. haha. i today got listen k (:
den go linda's hse
jiu settle north district camp de stuff
awww,late again -.-
hope tml submit still can (:
den after that went back school fins eunice
hx jiu play with me
want me piggyback her
den she fell off and hit her head. hais. sorry hx
shit la. den went to see doctor
go chinatown and tampines (:
sian le la,tml also mus ):
haha. k la. jus wanna blog about hx falling down
sorry hx. nth must happen to you k
nth must happen to ALL OF YOU k?

now got one idiot keep pestering me for testi.
idiotic

2006-09-03T22:13:00.000+08:00

WEETS (:
yesterday was a success!
muacks to 4th batch of NCOs
ME LOVE YOU GUYS. haha
SO,hope all sec 4s like the cookies k
we spend friday doing everything
ok,suddenly feel that we are darn last min
plus the CARDS&PPT SLIDES MUST make you guys rmb us ah
thanks for all the wonderful memories that you ppl have left with us
thanks for being the closest batch with us
thanks for everything (:
den after POP,jiu go to punggol end
wahhhh,the stupid weather ; it was so hot laa =x
so alina,hx and i lied down on the sand and used the uniform cover to cover our face
den jio zs,yu chang and gavin down to fish
catch dao so many hermit crabs!
den got crab also,den after that jiu discover that yu chang walks with a limp
yuan lai wei le yi ge nu ren
jiu cut his own leg and hand
not worth it la. jus hope that he gets over it soon
den after that go eat jiu go home liao (:

alina:
yao jian qiang k
we are always here for you
now it's only a more difficult phase of your life
be strong and overcome it
come out of this stronger and braver
(:

2006-08-31T20:39:00.000+08:00

HELLO
today go book chalet le (:
so 2F's chalet is on 11-14 of december ah
be there. or be square. =x
DEN HOR,TML GO MAKE COOKIES LE
YEAH! can eat also. shit man. growing fatter
die,must use holiday to jian fei
but doubt can la. will be too busy
but LINDA promise to pei me de ah.
so i put password for my blog liao
now can blog freely i guess
haha,or ppl dun even bother to come my blog liao?
nvm ba. at least i can read all the memories i once had
(:
hais. suddenly like fading from everyone's life

2006-08-29T22:15:00.000+08:00

AHHHHH.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LINDA (:
"ZHU" NI SHENG RI KUAI LE
hahaha. nice wordings on the cake hor
hope u like the present ah
SOOOOO,today's amazing race was a success la
my station very de funny
cos of miss ashikin (:
HAHAHA. she's like cracking her own jokes and laughing
den i also laugh lo =x
after that den we go eat cake lo.
lmao,the cake very nice leh
OF COS LA. I CHOOSE DE K
den play bball
suddenly i hold linda's hand
den her other hand bouncing the ball
after release liao,she jiu do one roundabout into my arms and hit my ears
HER HEAD LIKE THOSE KIND OF ROCK LA
so hard,den my ear almost bleed la
SO PAIN,they say my blood vessel burst
den i was like in so freaking pain
haha,den i cried la. cos so scared lo
they keep scaring me. haha
after that jiu got tuition lo
end le,wa. kw so sweet la (:
haha,like proposing to her liddat
den i saw 2 person
wahahaha. they so idiotic la.

hais. why must disappoint me again and again and again
you promise me le
YOU PROMISE ME LE
hais,den u expect me not to break my promise to u
WAD IS THIS
hais,suan le la.
go smoke all you want la.

2006-08-26T21:36:00.000+08:00

HEY PEOPLE
i'm BACK.
wahahahaha
so,yesterday had training la
den teach sec 1s footdrill
the jiawen ah, teach wrongly -.-
haha,mus whack her liao la
berhenti on hentak the timing is CHECK BANG!!! =x
so had POP rehearsal also
and decided to have sec 1s in the parade
not bad la,their marching ~~CAN~~ make it de
den teach them about their uniform and beret
aiyoh,realised that a lot of stuff haven do la -.-
shit man.
so today got go out la
walk a lt and saw a lot of people!
wa,den saw the steven lim
crap la. say our eyebrows very messy -.- need to trim
den saw our NDP 06 de marshall - ALLAN with his girlfriend
also got one group of boys
dunno want take number hai shi think they noe one of us
so keep walking in front of us and stare
den walk behind us and talk and talk
so lame can
still see dao A LOT of other people la
but forget liao
we walk a lot la,from marina square,to far east,to cine,to ps den back home
watched movie - The Break Up
not very nice la, i rate 2/5 stars
2 like too much,haha,but nvm la
the guy ending hai shi regret le,den sae so many sweet things to the lady
i spent 8 bucks on arcade la
haha,ARCADE ROCKS MY LIFE
although a waste of money,but go liao,always lift my spirits up (:
spent a lot of money today
i'm broke. WAY BROKE
hais,how la how la. this is so SHITTY
ok la
shall end here le
i'm not in my best mood,or shall i sae i'm disappointed la
hais =(
OH YA PPL
do remember to look out of your window at 12.30am later
you might be able to see a moon and the MARS
but the sky seems so red now la
it will be sad if i cannot see it
cos it's ONCE IN A LIFETIME k.
so GOOD LUCK huh.

2006-08-24T19:40:00.000+08:00

HELLO
so long no blog le
maybe today once i start blogging will get back the mood to blog (:
HOPE so. haha
SOOOO,i was busy with common test
and almost got back all my papers le
except A maths,tomorrow den will get back
but that subject? haha,i confirm fail de laaa
so let's see,shall i share my results?
wahahaha. k la k la. share

ENGLISH - 30/50
CHINESE - 49 and a half / 70
E MATHS - 30/50
HISTORY - 19/25
SOCIAL STUDIES - 18/25
PHYSICS - 27/50
CHEMISTRY - 15/50

WAHAHAHA. I WAS SO SHOCKED WHEN I GOT MY CHINESE K (:
so high la. FIRST time (: when i normally only get 30+ in sec 1 and 2
den chemistry -.-
i'm like expecting that marks la
BUT IT'S DARN FUNNY
cos hazel went out and walk by the corridor to get her paper
den i walk inside ma
after that when both of us walking back that time
ME: How much you get?
HAZEL: I fail la! Haha.
ME: I also fail LO! HAHA!
HAZEL: I get 19 leh
ME: I GET 15 LEH!
den we LAUGH OUT LOUD LA. REALLY IS VERY FUNNY
but whole class noe our marks liao =x
cos we were SUPER LOUD.
so i'm so ~~anxious~~ to see my A maths paper.

these few days dunno why,jiu shi feeling down ):
hais,dun like this kind of feeling leh
idiot. but i'm trying to get rid of it le (:
so today there's like 2 incident that happened
hais,first time bei alina scold
it's like,i almost cried
i just ask her why is she laughing
linda says she is too stressed up le ba
hais,den jiu suan le ba,i said sorry to her
den sort of had a minor quarrel with hx now
she hai shi bu yao reply wo. suan le
i said sorry la
dunno why life is like so hard for me
when nothing's my fault becomes my fault
and i have to apologise
why is it like that
my BLOODY life
I HATE MY LIFE. CRAP

2006-08-14T18:58:00.000+08:00

hais
what is happening to me?!
why am i crying?!
why am i doing stuff which i know i'm not supposed to?!
i'm sorry girls
i broke my promise huh
hais,this life is going nowhere
the only thing i feel now is hurt
i just don't know why
i love you

2006-08-11T21:32:00.000+08:00

HELLO (:
so long no blog le la
ok,let's go back to tuesday
WAHAHAHA
that's like ages ago =x

TUESDAY -
(: nice job everyone that was involved in the ceremony
wahahaha. heng i nv shout any wrong commands or malu sia
SO IT WAS A SUCCESS
YIPPEE! AND EVERYBODY SAY : HEY! HOKEY POKEY!
ok,cannot lame la. later ppl must cover blanket liao
den the concert was super duper nice CAN?
haha. all the singers got super nice voices ah (:
but before that got one rock band ah
den we from downstairs can even hear dao their voice run -.-
haha,den school give wo men one keychain
so nice of them huh
plus our class won 3rd in deco (:
WAHAHAHAHAHA. it's nice ok? GREAT JOB GIRLS
after whole thing end wo men jiu go red cross room a while
den go home and change jiu go out le (:
wahahahaha. we going to watch CLICK
so i took bus until compass den meet kianwei and linda at cp lo
meet liao take train until kovan alight den meet zs,km,jeremy and alina was late -.-
after that go serangoon den jiayi also late -.-
lol,we jiu travel until cathay house
den fight to watch wad show and in the end watch CLICK
so it's like i win? (:
but before movie start jiu go play arcade
haha. DEN THEY GO TAKE THE BACKVIEW OF ME AND KM PLAY THE BBALL
arggghhh. so angry -.-
lol,the movie very touching la
we girls cried and sitting beside jeremy was a horrible experience
he was like laughing at stuff that wasn't even funny
-.- lame shit ah. lol
gavin came around this time? lol
after that we jiu sae want go eat steamboat at marina south
den reach there liao we saw band ppl there
IS A LOT LEH
haha. so sae hi and sat near them lo (:
erps. den zs treat us drinks. haha. GOOD BOY (:
den got stuff happen la. but dun sae la
as long as everyone mus remember : FORGIVE AND FORGET
den got one time i pei jonathan walk and see fireworks
SO NICE LAAAAAAA. my god
it's like so mesmerising. i am starting to fall in love with fireworks liao
last time dun even like la. think that it's so bloody noisy -.-
guess now i love it
so after that i ran back to find linda they all
cos we went very far to see ma
den when i go back. i cannot see them lo
i jiu walk around a lot of times but i still cannot see them
i was like so scared
cos no money and no phone T.T
den when i see them,i cried!
erps. so throw face la. haha. cannot believe it right?
but i so late den go home
cos got stuff happen ma ; but it's ok
haha,DUN FEEL GUILTY K? we are ALWAYS here for u de
so after that my papa come fetch me den reach home SO LATE LA

WEDNESDAY -
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE (:
wahahaha,it's NDP
den guess what,last time we seeing each other le T.T
nono. wrong. should be last time we will be doing everything from eating to going toilet together le. =(
haha,but must keep them as beautiful memories ah (:
so it was the last time we forge in le,last time we forge out le
last rehearsal le,last lunch together le,last dinner together le,last laying out the mat together le,last time chionging to the mil truck le
last time gossiping about ppl we like and dun like le
last time we go toilet together le
last time we SHOUT CHEERS in BUS 2 le
last time i got bullied le
last time we do everything le =(
it was overall a great day
the celebration was simply splendid la
thanks for everything (:
AND NDP IDOL: ANDY WEE!
ANDY WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE , POWER POWER POWER!
haha,so cool la
den i cried leh T.T
during the video and during khoo yu sir's speech
SO TOUCHING LA
my god
den when end liao,a lot of ppl cry leh. T.T
but it was a happy ending to NDP o6 (:
NDPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP, POWER POWER POWER!
wahahaha. THANKS EVERYONE
YOU GUYS ROCK!

THURSDAY -
we got tuition la
so sian de. cos tuesday de kena pushed to today
hahaha. den before that got do POP
ehh,nth to sae le =x

FRIDAY -
SCHOOL (:
wahahahaha,it feels like a monday sia
den after school wo men jiu go take guard belt and guard sash to pass to naqueh
she want us to meet her at kembangan
SO FAR LA
haha. around 1 hour plus plus to reach the place?
cos her school at bedok!
stupid la. pasir ris sec moved until so far -.-
den when pass to her liao, we jiu take back
WAH,we slept in the mrt on the floor la
den at buangkok,i jiu wake up and realise my le NUMB
so i faster pull my feet backwards
BUT CANNOT FEEL ANYTHING LEH!
den i jiu grap the pole beside me want to stand,BUT CANNOT
den got *A LONG BLUNT PAIN* so i grap alina's hand
she jiu wake up help wo
SO PAIN LA. pain ah pain
haha,den my leg can walk already the next leg started to numb -.-
so dui lian leh,outside the door there keep making my leg
lmao,den after that wo men jiu go walk walk around cp
we stop at montip for so long can?
haha,they choose the hairband and earring very long la
after that still go 77th street and mini toons =x
so today hai hao la (: but still exhausted leh

SATURDAY -
wahahahahaha
i was like so looking forward to this day
cos it's NDP o6 GATHERING !
WEEEEEEEE (:
so early morning jiu go meet alina,linda,zhiqi,calvin,christina,khairul,kelly,conhwa,alif,linqi and peiyi
den we jiu take 43 go lo,cos they say direct bus ma (:
THE BUS JOURNEY SO LONG LAAAAA
we somemore alight at wrong stop -.-
zhiqi la. haha. keep talking and talking
den after that,we had to walk for such a long time before arriving
when we reached ECP liao,we at E,when we are supposed to be at C!
so walk lo,den halfway,they say they leaving that area le
SO WE CHIONG AHHHHH ; run and run and run
we reach le,den keep koping ppl's drink =x very thirsty ma
den see see le,like so less ppl nia =(
not all can go gethering la,so sad
but nvm la,we did had fun
the food was ok (: got CRABMEAT. wahahahaha
BUT HOW COME 6 BUCKS?!
SO BLOODY EX LA
they cheat our money issit? we all very not happy about this -.-
den before our food we had TREASURE HUNT
bu hao wan de T.T
cos the clue very hard la
plus a bit disorganise cos we can only call one person
den slowly they become 2 person -.-
so lame de la. den they say ending point at BIG SPLASH
which is at A -.- den we at C,so slowly walk lo
haha,reach liao jiu eat,eat liao jiu play liao siao =x
they la,keep pushing ppl down into the water!
hai dao everyone so wet
haha,den that khairul ah,run so fast until very very long liao den ppl catch him
den andy ah,go splash water at me -.-
IDIOT, wahahahaha
i also kena push into the water la
and when i'm not supposed to
i dun even have dry clothings la
we also had captain's ball
wahahahaha,den khairul elbow dao kaiting jiu stop playing le
den we jiu go play the water again
after that,linda,alina and i stopped and go toilet and bathe la
cos very dirty liao
den we just sit down and wait for us to dry up
den last dunno how many mins we jiu shout cheers (:
unforgettable huh.
when want to disband le, wo men jiu fall in and saw a cat poo -.-
SO GAYED.
after that,we did drills la
SO WONDERFUL (: do on the sand
the feeling that all of us do drills together really very nice
so we do bersurai and shout NDP!
haha. nice right (:
after that,we leave with sally,HER BOYFRIEND and yuen
haha,den we keep gossiping!
den sally made smth like a bookmark for each of us
THANKS SALLY. MUACKS!
we also decided to go watch fireworks
SO COOL LA.
den 7.3o already got so many ppl liao -.-
den we 8 plus go find place sit down and GOSSIP AGAIN
the fireworks really very nice (:
after that,we jiu go home
i still go hougang mall de arcade slack with alina
slack until 1o.55 liddat
den wo men go off lo
it's truely a nice day today
EVERYONE OF YOU ROCKS MY LIFE
thanks for leaving behind so many beautiful memories for me
MUACKS,LOVE YOU GUYS

2006-08-07T18:49:00.000+08:00

='(
so sad today
cry dunno how many times
first time is during recess
den when go back class,i almost cried
when aaron talk to me,i also cry
it's like very nan shou u noe?
put yourself in my shoes la
WHERE THE HELL IS JUSTICE?
hais, it's very saddening
really
imagine,your friends come forward and ask u
why your rank only LCP den ppl must call you maam
plus why are you the PC
i tot be a PC must be the highest rank?
i'm like so devastated la
it's like RANK IS WHAT YOU GET,RESPECT IS WHAT YOU EARN
so what if all are of higher rank? show us your capabilities lo
it's like so darn sore la
just cause i won the PC post FAIR AND SQUARE,all of you aren't happy
if what you ppl are not happy about is aaron calling me maam
den fine,get him out of the parade lo
RSM only ma, it's only rahim scared the person nv get PC post de no post lo
and HEY,JIAWEN IS LIKE THE MOST EXPERIENCED?
why when jiawen pull singapore flag also must make so much noise
it's like so SORE LOSERS la
plus GET THE FACTS RIGHT LA
it's also mr seah's decision la
he also wanted a BOY,but i'm like WAY LOUDER
so now what? spoiling relationships between each unit
what will outside ppl see you ppl when you guys APPEAL
plus hey,so for the parade,you will choose a person with the highest rank or the loudest voice to be PC?
go back reflect ba
i dun want spoil any friendships here
aaron didn't even know anything
i'm glad la, (: thanks aaron
at least u uds huh

so today zhi guang make for us those herbal egg (:
SO NICE LEH
THANKS A LOT (:
wahahaha. that was like my meal for the whole day leh

TOMORROW IS THE DAY LIAO
YIPPEE (:
WISH ME LCUK WOR

2006-08-05T22:58:00.000+08:00

HELLO
i'm like so happy yesterday
COS I GOT THE PC POST (:
so honourable hor. LOL.
kidding. but i got the post la. so be happy for me
wahahahaha. i win NPCC leh
I WIN AARON LEH
neh ne neh ne poo poo =p
SO HOR
today got NDP
so fun (:
got our goodie bag le
DEN NEXT SAT GOT NDP o6 GATHERING
YIPPEE YAYA YIPPEE YA
i so darn looking forward to it la
ok la. dun type so much liao
want go play AUDITIONSEA le (:
wahahahaha.
bye * WAVE*

2006-08-02T20:53:00.000+08:00

(:
i finished almost all of red cross stuff that i have to complete
it's ALMOST finished la
i finished RO and updat RC blog le
but haven pack finish red cross room de stuff
plus it's VERY messy now
all the packing
hopefully after this packing of the room,everything will be NEAT
oh ya,YESTERDAY HAD MEETING
den hor,after whole thing,i jiu do filing with linda
so we sat on the floor cos there were tons of papers and files
den when i passing linda one piece of paper that time
GOT ONE VERY LOUD FART SOUND LEH!
so i stared at linda,den linda stared at me
den she ask is it me,i sae no den i also ask her she also say no
so i look up
realise yuen meng standing beside me T.T
so we all think is him
i keep laughing non stop la. it's like SO SO SO funny
he kept quiet somemore -.- so rude =x
ok la
enough about that. haha. or i will get the laughing fits again
SO HOR,TODAY COMPETE COMMANDING AGAIN -.-
so many times still dun tell us who got the PC post de leh
wa lau. make me so anxious de.
haha,looking forward to friday wor
ok la,my show start liao
NICE SHOW OK? go watch
LOVE AT 0 DEGREE rocks (:

2006-07-31T20:36:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALINA (:

haha. so long no update liao
let's go back to friday
aiyah. training was like disastrous ):
den halfway,jiu leave to go compete for parade commander
i hope i win leh =x
den can do red cross proud le (:
PLUS FIRST GIRL COMMANDER IN NCHS. wahahahaha

den go to saturday
SATURDAY WAS PREVIEW!
so cool la (:
heng no change place again hor. or else no nice ppl liao
but my that area still got ppl bully me -.-
den so fast NDP going to end liao
hais. always nv cherish those days got ndp de
anw,sat hor,got mistake de
cos the boom boom clash with the music of the GOH de
so no one turned ma
den jiu stun down there,i was like so scared that we wun run out or smth
haha,den heng got one more double boom boom
den so coordinated la! (:
all turn and run out leh
we are so cool =x
go back hq liao
got this dumb dumb thing that happened -.-
cos halfway they singing,den they jiu keep counting and counting
den say only got 73 ppl. alina jiu stand and count and count
after that go toilet find
cos got ppl say she did arrive to hq,but ran down the bus cos stomachache ma
den in the end is those birthday plot lai de
HAI DAO ALINA CRY LEH -.-
wah. so not funny la. cos it's the 7th month also
den jiu go sing birthday song lo (:
nice plot,but way to scary ah
den yesterday!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY LAURA (:

so went to her birthday bbq
haha. den we also got rent bikes ma
SO COOL (:
we keep playing and sweat a lot-.-
haha. after that still go bugis sia
buy alina's present
ALINA,AI WO MEN MAH? =x

DEN TODAY
wahahahaahahahaha.
i morning jiu pretend say lost my key plus red cross room key
cos hang together de mah
den we jiu after school go find
den they all go in red cross room liao
do cake and deco
after that jiu bring alina there
den surprise her lo
but jiawen they all stun there lo
dunno wad happen -.-
haha. hope you do enjoy your day huh (:
TAKE CARE

2006-07-26T20:05:00.000+08:00

I GOING CRAZY LIAO
today go cat fight with alina and hongxi
hongxi la. all her fault ok
haha. alina also. still want join forces den kick me -.-
2vs1 leh. WHERE GOT FAIR
haha. so today oral
hai hao la (:
since over le so dun go think so much lo
ok
i just feel like blogging some stuff la
so bored
go liao
bye

2006-07-24T20:52:00.000+08:00

i'm aching at a place deep inside me
i'm bleeding right inside me
who can understand?
so numb
trying to give the heck care attitude
so it won't hurt that bad
i hope i can
i hope i can be emotionless
no cutting of my own flesh
no doing stupid things anymore
i just want to feel NOTHING
even if it doesn't feel like me, i also have to do that
cos no one really cares
where are my friends?
hais ; i'm dead
i just want to disappear from everyone's life
i'm keeping everything to myself
no longer can find someone to share my problems with
one day,i might explode
so people who really care,i'm sorry
it's time, time for me to leave
it's like i'm crying everyday
back to the old me huh
guess what,i just hate my life

2006-07-20T19:53:00.000+08:00

hais
suddenly emotions started flying and me
and i dun even have a chance to dodge
i started crying again
this time,it's cos of frens ba
i dunno why
i just feel very very very left out
it's like me against the four of u
making a promise that even though we are now different class,friendship wun be affected
but promising and doing it are 2 different stuff ba
I AM SENSITIVE ; VERY SENSITIVE
so if you guys want treat me bad,just treat me bad all the way
dun suddenly treat me good den jiu make my heart sink
pls,don't
i dunno wad to sae le
can see that we are so distant now
dun bother explaining ba
i mean,no matter how much ni men say,i can see with my eyes right?
please dun ask me in what way i feel left out
everyday,there are just some things to show it
hais
forget it,let nature take its own course
whatever fate takes me,i just follow ba

2006-07-17T19:42:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHH
SO ADDICTED TO ICE CREAM AND LOLLIPOPS THESE FEW DAYS
LET'S ALL SCREAM FOR ICE CREAM!!!!!!
=x
okay. i'm broke anw,so cannot eat ice cream liao
these few days got lollipop craze
wahahaha. THANKS KOR (:

A LEFT,A LEFT,A LEFT RIGHT
RED CROSS
A LEFT,A LEFT,A LEFT RIGHT
RED CROSS

RED CROSS NUMBER 1
BOOM BA,BOOM BA BA
RED CROSS NUMBER 1
BOOM BA,BOOM BA BA

WHO YOU WANNA BE
RED CROSS WARRIORS
WHO YOU WANNA BE
RED CROSS WARRIORS

HOW FAR
ALL THE WAY
HALF WAY?
NO WAY
ANY SWEAT?
NO SWEAT
CHICKEN FEET
HAHA,ALL THE WAY!

RED CROSS ROCKS MY SOCKS AND SHOES (:

2006-07-16T15:48:00.000+08:00

WE ARE THE BEST
WE ARE THE BEST
BUS 2 IS THE BEST!

wahahahaha. yesterday was NDP!
NE show leh. my god
stand inside the contingent can faint sia
SO NOISY! =x
HENG I GOT INTO THE CONTINGENT SIA
so many many many reserves leh ; was so afraid i was gonna be one of them
PHEW* so i got in and stand at the last row
CANNOT SHAKE BUTT DE!
den beside me is NAQUEH! den in front of me is PEIYI! den in front of naqueh is KHAIRUL
den in front of khairul is ALIF! den in front of alif is WEI BEN!
all jokers la. haha. cannot stand
i keep laughing at the place where i'm standing
yesterday all the rehearsals quite short
so ENJOYABLE (:
den got one rehearsal,kit man almost faint la
she sway out of her row,den go hit a lot of ppl
so scary leh. i see liao. so scared. den she cannot even move
need stretcher. but heng she's alright (:
after that was LUNCH!
den lunch jiu eat PIZZA HUT. wahahahaha
linda and i very greedy =x we took seconds
den i ate 6 drumlets and she ate 2 slice of pizza
haha. SO FULL LA.
den dinner was KFC. also cannot eat liao. but i did finished la
wahahaha. so full! den after that,zhi qi joined in to the contingent and took my place
now he cannot shake butt liao
neh ne neh ne poo poo =P
den i shift to beside khairul (:
lol. den hor, den hor, during the NE show, the zhi qi sae i very scary
haha. keep swaying. he sae he very scared
=x dunno wad happen to me also.
i also very scared that he vomit on me la
lmao. after everything end liao,YEAH. ON BUS
keep cheering and cheering
NON STOP LEH
wah. sir la. haha. want so much cheers from us
i lost my voice liao =x
den go back hq le jiu got concert!
WOOTS! (: the best group i guess was andy's and kaiting's
SO NICE LA. and ANDY VERY DE KE AI =x
but zhi qi that group got highest vote
and i die liao la
MUST LEAD LET ME TEACH U SEVEN STEPS OF HOW TO TAKE A SHOWER =x
lmao. sorry ppl. hai dao ni men. LOL
anw, NDP o6 ROCKS MY SOCKS (:

2006-07-10T20:43:00.000+08:00

T.T my eyes still swollen leh
aiyohs
SATURDAY WAS SUCH AN IMPORTANT DAY TO ME LA!
so on the 8/7/06
i was SO SO SO SO looking forward to it la
cos first time got spectators
den i reach liao,tahan for 3 rehearsals,den my eyes swollen le
after that,go toilet,they say my voice changed
den in the end,i got fever
T.T i almost cried la! i lost my place liao
so sad la. nvm la.
and i totaly lost 95 bucks cos of WC
wanna cry also
so many sad things huh.
forget it. bu yao guan le
=\

2006-07-07T20:57:00.000+08:00

HELLO (:
today school was quite okay la
oh ya. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JX! =)
so malu! yeah. haha. i very very paiseh la
cos recess liao. den fiona and i sleep ma. den 10.35 i woke up and call fiona go up give jx present
DEN,we wandered at the same dumb place again =x
AND ALSO,we saw shawn again
think he go call jx they all come
wa. den they one BIG GROUP la
so embarrased =\
they come liao,den julian suddenly run past us
den jx and zhi pei upstairs
i DARE NOT give. =x
i'm not as brave as what you people think okay ?
lol. den in the end fiona jiu pass to him lo
den we jiu go back class eat PRATA (:
thanks shereen. haha. for buying the pratas.
den eat liao,so malu,faster CHIONG down go put back the bowl -.-
den 2 periods jiu can go home le!
haha. but must wait for alina they all ma
den i stay back help with science project
lol. so bored la
hao le den actually intended to come my house here play bball
but so many ppl! half a court got 5 balls -.-
so dots la. plus the other half a guy repairing or smth liddat
so we proceed to rivervale mall la
wanna go eat mac and find yuen meng de
but he not there. den i treat them fries -.- 5 bucks leh
after that we make my specs!
they ask me take purple plastic de
lol. dunno la. maybe nice? (:
see how lo. next thursday liddat can take liao
after that we go find a bball court at 140
so far! yuan lai bl pian wo. i tot very near
walk and walk and walk
den FINALLY,we reached our destination liao
alina sit and watched cos her leg pain =x
haha. i'm one of the cause la. SORRY la bao bei
so play 2v1 ; hx and i vs linda
we LOST. score was 6-2 -.-
old le la.
so sad . after that jiu proceed to punggol beach liao
cos linda want find kianwei =.=
actually want take 86 den change to 82
but so loooonnnnng. so take cab (:
haha. i nv pay cos no money liao. sorry =x
reach le,got zhi sheng,kianwei,kong ming,christopher,jonathan,kasper,keng heo and yu chang ah?
dunno la. LOL
they FISHING (:
yuan lai fishing very fun de leh
haha. i keep pestering them to teach me to fish
den chase like hell before they finally give in
den hor, once, throw dao liao but say too near
den second time i make the whole thing entangled =x
LOL. den got those catch crab de. wah. i throw also cannot throw far
haha. den help make prawn and hook them
SO COOL LA
but fishing needs a lot of patient de la
so i cannot fish. lmao
after that,we want go home liao
we watch the sun set! SO COOL
my god. set very fast lo
den jiu take bus come back liao (:
SUCH A WONDERFUL DAY TODAY
really enjoyed myself (:
THANKS -

2006-07-06T20:35:00.000+08:00

HELLO (:
nth to blog. just feel like blogging =x
haha. SO SEE YA.
BYE (:

2006-07-04T22:11:00.000+08:00

TODAY SO FUN (:
i've gone crazy =p
in class keep imitating GAVIN! wahahahahas. den i say i drop my things but in actual fact i throw it at him
LOL, i'm bad. =x
den i scare JEREMY! he doing his work den i suddenly bang his table and shout BOO!
he jiu JUMPED UP. WAHAHAHAHAS. SO FUNNY LA.
den today's assembly so nice!!
CHEERS TO EVERYONE WHO PERFORMED. (:
so cool. den touching leh
teacher sing for us =) students perform for us (=
good good. enjoyed it VERY MUCH.
after that jiu red cross meeting la
den wo got one period of time go down eat
i saw julian holding soup and noodles so i RAN! hit him and shout BOO!
he bei xia dao! (: wahahahahahas.
i also keep learning cheers and songs
SO HIGH
like on mount. everest! =x
after that,leave liao
on the way to compass keep shouting to jun jie and teck soon about the LOSER CHEER and sing elmo's song
so darn funny. we like malu him.
LMAO. after that we saw cls!
den cheer also =x
WAHHHHS. I TODAY SO HIGH LA
but sleeply liao
bye

2006-07-03T00:12:00.001+08:00

okays. now bad thing first
i lost 70 bucks cos of soccer.
SAD LA SAD.
AIYOHS =x
BRAZIL AND ENGLAND T.T
u see la. MY MONEY GONE.
SOB SOB.

NDP 2oo6 ROCKS (:
hahahahahahahahahahahahahas. SO FUN
NDPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP.......POWER,POWER,POWER !
SCREAM!!!!!!!!!! =x
LOL,i'm going crazy =)
today so fun la
alina stand beside me in the contingent! woOts -
den khairul behind me,andy behind alina,kaiting in front of me,jing han in front of alina
SO FUN LA. den kang wei dunno stand where la. but all so funny can can can?!
den khairul DIDN'T FINISHED HIS DONUT AND LUNCH
we help him eat like hell -.-
DEN HORS,WE LAUGH LIKE HELL DURING DINNER.
plus plus plus,we keep beating and slapping and hitting and joking and laughing and crapping and whatever shit u can think of,we also do liao =x
SO COOL LA.
we keep disturbing each other. the feeling so nice la. (:
so close together liddat ; NDP ROCKS
den we sang songs and cheered until i now no voice le T.T
i today so idiot la. keep playing and playing like HELL LOTS. =x
wahahahahahahahahahahahahas. SO GONNA MISS NDP LA
VERY VERY FUN. BEST TIME I EVER HAD IN NDP (:
DEN THE KHAIRUL AND ANDY SO BAD.
tap alina and i ders shoulders den we turn around,they blow into our faces!
IDIOTS. =x
den we go back hq debrief,GOT MINI CONCERT!
ALFIAN SIR,KHOO YU SIR && JOEL SIR PERFORM
SOLO! SOLO! SOLO! muhahahahas
SO NICE LA.
den everyone sang along and CHEERED!
guess cheering will be going on my list of favourite stuff liao =x
so end already linda went home with kw T.T
alina and i jiu go eat with khairul,andy and wei ben
THE THREE OF THEM ARE HILARIOUS.
after finding out where they stay,I WAS GLAD
cos they can accompany me home! [ it was more like i tagging along. LOL ]
DEN HORS,WEI BEN SO BAD
spray water into my face T.T
so in mrt,met dao CALVIN AND ZHI QI
den alina and i plus the 4 of them {without andy cos he heading for harbour front}
after that,alina left T.T
I ONLY GIRL LEHS. sad la sad.
hahahahahahahahahas. but fun leh
i keep asking about their unit's stuff. CAN SHARE WAD.
SO COOL
ONE WORD TO DESCRIBE TODAY : FANTASTIC! (:
WEETS (:
SO HAPPY LA

p.s. in case you ppl are wondering where did khairul's donut went to,it's in the national stadium,inside the dustbin of the gents. LOL.

2006-06-30T23:49:00.000+08:00

HELLO. FINALLY,I FEEL LIKE UPDATING
ehhs,but i'm freaking tired.
so it might be a short post today =x
today had training (:
although morning had a minor quarrel with linda,it still went well
so whole day in school rushing homework
the 12 articles
BUT,in the end also never hand in
after school chiong home send Mr. Raffi the SEC 3 CAMP article
lmao. den Mr. Rahim ask me get the Red Cross Room key from him at 2
couldn't rush back in time jiu ask linda take liao lorhs
sooooo,go back jiu go red cross room den ycs reach liao.
go in and talk talk talk den use back old plan
den training start
BOMB-
FUN BUT TIRING
blahs blahs blahs
all those comments from cadets
but i'm glad that they volunteer larhs. (:
den in kfc,ycs jiu talk to me
got kai dao me a bit larhs
cos i a bit of stand by mode liao =x
but i promise larhs, will do my best in whatever i do now
COS I'M JAMIE (:

2006-06-24T23:56:00.000+08:00

hellos. i'm back from ndp XD
hahahas. so it was a SUPER tiring day
early morning,called linda and alina
den i panicked siax. like both also haven't wake
in the end alina FINALLY replied and linda FINALLY called me back
soooooo,reach compass liao,i realised that i left my collar badge at home
called hx,no one picked,den call kw,he's sleeping.
so take cab AGAIN. this time,we took to kovan.
8 bucks. MY GOD ARHS. waste my money once more.
den jiu go in kovan meet linqi,peiyi and alna lorhs.
den almost late larhs. hahas. but nv
i wrote letter to my mortal again =x
den linda and alina fall out. ehs. take care lehs
aiyohs. very ders pity lorhs. they lose their place in ndp liao
hope next week got ppl nv come okays? (:
den can come in contingent again lers.
so i was crapping with naqueh the WHOLE DAY.
lols. keep laughing
den andy they all also so funny
i LOVE my that side larhs. so fun can. =)
hahas.den when going out that time
WE SANG SO LOUD!
wahahahahahas
anw,the lunch and dinner so freaking early
but it was NICE.
lunch was kfc. den dinner was pizza hut
SO NICE (: WEETS.
but today long day liaos
SO TIRED. =

bu gong ping this song really very nice. hais
listen lers can make me cry
to me,I LOVE YOU this phrase,
xian zai he wei lai ; wo dou bu ne he ta shou na jue hua
it's true right? my kor also agrees bahs. he tell me ders.
hais. )'=
i'm really still not okays
it's being so many days lers
i'm still crying. it seems like a habit now
every night at this certain time,i will cry
someone make me stop can?
yuan lai wo hai shi na mo mei you yong.

2006-06-22T01:43:00.000+08:00

HAIS. i'm crying now
help. pls. someone help
i dun want to cry anymore
i read the msg again
it's like so hurting
all the while treat me as a sister
hais. it really hurts
i know that it's all part of my wishful thinking
all my dream
all my darn wishes
hais. i dunno why. help
i'm crying again.
can anyone hear me?
HELP ME. PLEASE.
3oth may 2oo6 and 19th june 2oo6
i will never forget these 2 days
cos it has already being part of my life
i've changed
i'm not as strong as last time anymore,i dun have the courage anymore
hais. i'm sorry.

2006-06-21T23:23:00.000+08:00

HEY
hahas. today can consider quite a happy day bahs
at least i did laughed (:
so met at compass at 11 den saw qingwei and cls
kianwei was the lastest. idiot. =x
so we set off - WEETS
reach liao,we went to bowling alley
hahas. cls paid for 12 games
THANKS =)
and we compete larhs. my score was 99 and his was 105 or smth?
lols, I LOST.
NEVER MIND. TRY HARDER NEXT TIME
den the second time we played 2 vs 2
cos starting wasted liao. qw and kw dun want play when we already enter their name lers
IDIOTS =x
anw,cls and linda against hx and i
forget who won larhs. hahas.
den the last game,we played against AGAIN
AND WE LOST. HX LARHS HX
keep missing =x LMAO. kidding.
jiayou next time. we can do it one (:
den finish liao. we went to play arcade
lmao. time crisis rocks! wo0ts-
anw,i sponsered money for them too
HAIS. I'M BROKE OKAYS?
PPL WHO OWE ME MONEY,PLEASE RETURN
examples will be - JUN XIAN,MY $12.50
FIONA,MY $10
HONGXI,MY $10
anw,get back also broke larhs.
i'm so dead larhs. SAVE ME SAVE ME SAVE LCP JAMIE!
SOOOOOOO,after that,we played photo hunt and guess girls are better at this larhs
the guys lose at the first round
CAN U BELIEVE IT?! =x LMAO.
den we keep playing and asking DADDY for money
our new found daddy, MR TAN CHUN LEONG
hahas. den after that, alina reach liao,so we go eat
i no money so keep kop-ing ppl's food =x
den the MR PEH ARHS. better watch out. lmao
SO NOISY. idiot.
eat finish lers,the guys jiu went to buy the tickets
IN THE END ARHS,WATCH OMEN -.-
cos just my luck haven come out. den marina square dun have xmen 3
so sad larhs. the bowling compete also no use
SAD LARHS SAD.
buy liao,den we go buy popcorn,nachos jiu go in sit
we so noisy CAN?
lmao. keep laughing and talking and i purposely chew very loudly at those quiet parts
=x i'm evil. muhahahahas
den alina was dumb. i put my leg on the seat in front of us,cos no one mahs
den she put on mine
i look at her den hit her. den she realise dao is my leg!!!
BISH* to alina. hahas.
den the show was super boring
qingwei didn't watch i tink
hahas. keep sneezing. den alina and i keep laughing at him x=
got one part i screamed
i felt like an idiot. cos i'm the only one that screamed. so paiseh lehs
my god, den alina said is like part of the sound effect . HA.
that's so gay. and cls arhs. keep asking me guess wad country wad country
SO BORED LARHS. i dun like to see flags one.
hahas. only noe red cross flag and red crescent flag and singapore flag =x
i mean how to describe larhs. hahas.
so the show very ders CHIM. cos the language arhs. i cannot uds.
keep waiting for translations. lmao
overall,the boy very evil larhs
idiot one. and 6 is such a nice number can?! so sad
after that,end liao. we bored lers
walked to esplanade
den we go to the roof top there. alina,linda and hx did the same old thing AGAIN
do so many times not sianx one arhs -.-
hahas. so i was like. bored.
den kept throwing stones around. i turned CRAZY AND WILD
kept making those funny actions and laughing at them
even did hormat president. lmao. den we shoot the president MR TAN CHUN LEONG
den after that,we ask hx do free fall
IMAGINE LARHS
so weird place do. lmao. she trust us so much okays?!
but i mostly didn't touch her
qingwei one man show siax =x
lmao. NOT BAD. did twice larhs. FUN FUN FUN
den cos i very hot liao,so we left the place and head to kovan
the mrt station very very far siax
walk like hell. den keep recite cheers
MONKEYS OF THE WORLD UNITE
LOL. i love this. =x
so we took to kovan
den qingwei want go home cos he sick mahs
i felt bad that we had to pangseh him
SORRY ]'=
forgive us hors. hahas
reach liao,we wanna eat one. den so late plus NO MONEY
den buy bubble tea lorhs
buy lers we jiu go to take NEOPRINTS
wahhhhhhhhs. waste my money AGAIN
i just took one with alina yesterday
den today is take TWICE
aiyahs,if i can find ppl help me scan,i post on friendster lorhs
hahas. anw, I PAID FOR THE SECOND TIME
ARGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH
I'M BROKE. SERIOUSLY BROKE
okays larhs
i'm TIRED
but there's still the !@#$% camp report
guess i gonna do it tomorrow larhs. lazy liao
hahas. SO YEAH. BYE PEOPLE
SLEEP EARLY. (:

2006-06-20T23:37:00.000+08:00

hais
i really got lots of stuff to say about camp
but. i jus don't have the mood
so i shall blog brieftly
i can only say,i guess i didn't really do well for this camp
although ppl might say that i'm finding excuses for myself
but seriously,i'm not.
i just feel that,it's a lot of things that make up wad am i now
people might not know
but in my ~~neat and tidy~~ world
there are even hurricanes and storms which i just can't stop
anw,back to talking about the camp
camp happened on the 14th to the 16th
didn't really remember many of the stuff that took place
only remember

- firedrill in hall
- campfire
- freefall
- presentation of lesson plan
- teaching of cheers and songs to sec 1s and 2s
- last day of camp

ehhs. that's all bahs
first,the firedrill in the hall made us all so confused?
maybe larhs. cos we didn't know that the water bottles represents bomb and the explosion area
thus we keep entering and died
there was even a time when only one first aider was left
okays. our bad. we didn't realise it earlier and even after realising it,we still went in and died
that was dumb.
next. campfire
well well well, was glad that the sec 4s were HIGH (:
cos we were like hopeless. the atmosphere practically seems D-E-A-D
lols,i mostly sat down and WATCHED the fire
i mean,heys. it's a bit boring
but i was SWEATING hot.
part of the theme huh. XD
LOL. okays. worst of all was that our performance was way sucky
we forget the lyrics =x
hahas. my god. we stunned down there for like a couple of seconds
and decided to skip that verse
okays, that's really really horrible right?
and the most interesting part was still the act put up by julian and weilin larhs
CLAPS* for them (:
it was fun. haas. SERIOUSLY.
the games was all quite exciting and i hope all folks enjoyed themselves
that's really quite memorable larhs
cos all batches came back and took part in it
hahas. OUR FIRST CAMPFIRE
STATUS: A SUCCESS! =)
next was the freefall
HEY PEOPLE WHO DIDN'T GO FOR A SECOND TIME,U GUYS MISSED OUT ON THE FUN (:
hahas. oh ya. BIG THANKS TO THOSE WHOM WE HAD TO FALL ONTO
it really was fun. WAY FUN.
the presentation on the lesson plan was way S-U-C-K-Y
i didn't know why i kept laughing
perhaps i find myself STUPID
that went like. ARGGHHHH. okays. so i'm a goner
i am a moron too
hahas.
AHA. TEACHING OF CHEERS AND SONGS TO SEC 1S AND 2S
this one arhs,can make my voice G-O-N-E
i shout louder than them
and even more HIGH than them
hahas. i just love cheers and songs =)
den got one time,they keep wanting to eat
so i sae,GIMMI A CHEER WITHOUT THE HELP OF US AND I SHALL LET YOU GUYS GO
thus,i walked away and the moment i turned around,they shout
JAMIE ROCKS,JAMIE ROCKS,JAMIE alsdjjclnsaruojdlsan
the last part cannot hear lorhs. hahas
aiyahs. so dumb of luting and jiawen to think of that
hahas. NEXT PART IS LAST DAY OF CAMP
very nice way to teach us about red cross (:
dunno,den we down. hahas. COOL.
but when we had our evacuation
aiyahs,spoil everything that went quite well
nvm larhs
hahas. learn lorhs. learn from our mistakes

so on 18th,had an evening of enchanting music
we were late larhs -.-
cos actually early one. den the JUN XIAN lorhs
reply so late den i take bus liao,wanna head to compass liao
faster alight and WALK to his house there
hahas. den hx and i ran like hell to find 298D.
when it's like in front of us? something liddat larhs
but we just couldn't find
den reach liao,ask him wad floor
i heard him say 9
den no time lers,cannot find the lift,hx sae no lift
hahas.den we like morons,ran up to 9th floor
DEN i called him lehs. he sae 5th floor
I'VE GOT HEARING PROBLEMS LIAO ; die
so we took lift down. den jiu go down lorhs. take liao
we jiu run lers. hahas. chiong to compass meet linda,kianwei,gavin,ming guang and a guy called JEREMY
LMAO,he's darn funny
so we go down to find alina and her bro and her bro's friend
his brother very ke ai okays? =x
hx,you no chance one larhs
he tok to me okays?! =p
den we late mahs. jiu faster ask julian come out give us ticket
or else one of us cannot go in
after that,go in liao,sit down and enjoy
OKAYS,I SERIOUSLY DUNNO HOW TO ENJOY THESE TYPE OF STUFF ONE
hahas. i only wanna go there support band ppl =x
lols. so end liao,we go makansutra eat
alina's kor kor recommand ders
hahas,i kept feeding jiayi. oops =x. is a cat ; LOL
MEOW. (:
den we jiu go watch movie
watched R.V.
NICE SHOW. very ders lame
go watch if you ppl want a good laugh (:
so the movie ended at 11++ larhs
den linda wanna take cab. so lend her money take lorhs
we took train larhs
so take until compass liao is like 12?
and yet can kan dao julian and waikin
so crazy one
den i decided to skip the last bus and walk home
den gavin and hx have to pei me. XD they dun have a choice wad
walk and walk liao,suddenly at a junction,i say walk here faster
but gavin insist there faster,so we spilt up and compete
we suddenly were STUCK larhs. got fence den we cannot get out
no choice,had to make a round about. den we lose larhs =x
after hx and i walked down a SLOPE { i didn't fall =x }, we met this guy
who claims he lost his wallet and needs money to go back to MALAYSIA
oh plsssss. so fake. LOL.
of cos hx and i are like BROKE larhs
so we sae no. no money
den he followed us -.- i was so darn scared but HENG,we saw gavin
so warning,DUN PLAY THESE TYPE OF GAMES AT MIDNIGHT.
lols,i reached home at 12.30

19th JUNE 2oo6
i got hurt again
i will never be me again
i just cried and cried
hais. someone just kill me
please. and end all of my sufferings
i dun want to cry anymore
everyone thinks i'm strong
not anymore,not after 3oth may 2oo6
everything changed
really. my life changed for the worst
hais. forget it.
just leave it to be this way

20th JUNE 2oo6
i jus couldn't stay at home
so i called alina to accompany me out
both of us was STUPID
thinking that we can shop our worries away. shop our pain and hurt away
but no. it's impossible i guess
i now feel so emotionless,so numb
i can just pick up any stuff and just cut myself
i'm sorry if i broke any promises
but,it's not wad i can control
I'M SORRY.

2006-06-11T22:36:00.000+08:00

hi (:
okays. my mood isn't really like that beside my hi
but it's really =which means,i dunno how i feel now,i'm so darn confused
anw,i'm crapping
so back to talking about NDP yesterday

okays,so i had a hard time trying to tie my hair
and i was the latest in meeting lindaR they all =x
and i was not late cos i was trying to tie my hair
aiyahs, that two part not link one
LOL,i jus type wad i feel like typing =x
so reach there liao take attendence
den i in bus 2
it's FIXED ):
want cry liao larhs. linda and alina in bus 1
haiiiiis, *CRY* i really very sad lehhs
somemore i sit so far from them )'=
HAIS- forget it larhs
so there was this one rehearsal where it was like so RUSH larhs
den jiu RAIN. no choice,cos got thunderstorm
so went back to holding area larhs
den i kena to lead cheers again -.-
so diao ; that day kena 3 times
cos those cheers I/Cs,den all those being day I/Cs before -.-
and that day the meal was darn filling
they bully jing kai again larhs
aiyohs. haas. so since it was RAINING
we were happy (: woOts-
all of us clapped and cheered cos no need have parade liao wad
but 1 plus stopped -.-
i was like WTH. WHY STOP?!
haas,den we ran in when the grass and all was muddy
MY BOOTS AND SOCKS AND UNIFORM ARHHHHSSS
all kena the mud larhs -.-
den hors,people around me still bang
arggghhhhhh-
i didn't bring extra shoes larhs
we had to wear that !@#$% boots home -.-
den the last time we ran in,which we had to stand for around 1 hr,benett's boot came off =x
THE FLOOR WAS DARN MUDDY SO UNDERSTOODABLE
i saw that larhs. and i was like laughing and laughing non stop
wahahahas. so darn funny. he ran back for his boot [NOTE: IT'S BOOT!]
but didn't get it and still managed to go back in time for the boom boom
den sir jiu take the boot in and asked whose is it
i cannot believe he stood on one feet siax =]
he's cool (:
finish liao jiu go back hq
we got so much stuff to eat larhs
and alina's angel sae she CHIO BU
VOMIT* =x
wahahahahahas. i think my angel is boy larhs
cos nv receive dao any letter
lols,and you noe guys =x
so we jiu go home liao

ABOUT TODAY
went to TAO'S and had a wonderful lunch
it was a 7 course lunch set thingy
the menu was fixed but u had a couple of choices
IT WAS GREAT
perhaps next time bringing my babes go there eat
PROVIDED they got the money
hahahas.
okays. tata for now
i'm gonna make my ic tml
hope i can wake up in time
AND ALSO MUST GO ARMY MARKET!
ARGHHH. i dun quite like that place =x

BYE~

2006-06-09T19:34:00.002+08:00

I'M NOT PART OF THE BABES ANYMORE
hais - it's true
i feel very very left out
can someone just kill me?
i've got no one to turn to anymore
save me. please
i dunno anything until someone told me
it's so darn hurting
and becos of one bloody camp thingy
it's like i am no longer important in ni men ders eyes lers
i know,i'm not needed in this camp
only the 3 of u have posts
call me jealous,call me envy,or u can even call me an idiot for that
but i dun care,cos that is not wad I feel

IGNTS

i dun feel jealous or envy or even an idiot
for IN THIS CAMP,IT'S JUST UP TO THE 3 OF YOU OKAYS?!
but den,why is it that i do not noe anything
WHY?! and fine,the camp i can forget about EVERYTHING
but wad about me?
i know i'm not so important
and now,the camp matters MORE
but so wad?! i do have feelings
i even GAVE COMMENTS and yet all i got was STARES
WTH. YES,I'M ANGRY AND YET HURT
hais, maybe this time,it is not up to me anymore
if you guys wanna shut me off ni men ders lifes,i dunno wad to sae anymore
i'll jus be sitting down here quietly waiting - waiting for that one day when my feelings MATTERS.
do take care, PLS.

2006-06-08T22:10:00.000+08:00

hellos. i'm sorry for abandoning my blog again =x
but HEY,I'M BACK (:
haas, so an update on what i've been doing
so monday,i got this history remedial which meant to start at 10.30 and end at 11.30
but the time taken to set up the visualiser all those was so time consuming
we actually go 3f ders, but nellie lim say mei you visualiser so must use sec 4 classrooms
and we headed up to check which class is available and go down general office and take the key
when we reached there,the key was signed in but not out
so we went up again and there the other people were sitting inside
thus we went in and decided to set up the things larhs
but den the visualiser was locked up in a box -.-
we waited for nellie to arrive lorhs
she opened the box liao jiu made darren set up
haas,but the things spoil i tink
cos murali came over and helped us but still cannot
so went to 4g and borrowed, den mdm lim tell darren to plug it in
den also cannot,so ask betsy teo came
but also cannot. den no choice,ask mok to help cos mok's class
den he sae go find one guy call justin.
lmao,den find liao,realise yuan lai nellie asked darren to plug it in wrongly
haas! den the remedial started at 11.20 lorhs
den end at 12
so darn loooonnnng can. LOL
end lers still mus put back everything
den so malu larhs,i go in to 4g
i wanna faster put back one,but mok say darren nv pass him the 30 lines
den he dun want give key -.-
i was like so embarrased larhs,dunno wad to do
den i forget wad i did lers =x

tuesday i jiu go rebond
haas, okays larhs
but see liao give comments okays?
=x some people sae hao kan,some people sae bu hao kan
lols,i like can liao (:
den alina came and buy lunch for fiona and me
THANKS ALINA =)
den she stay and pei us chat
6 hours larhs -.-
in between yanting's mum got help other ppl to perm hair
after that jiu go walk around a while before going home

wednesday got 2 FIDELITY'S BBQ
woOts - so darn looking forward to it
but cannot pei bekah they all go buy the food cos i got meeting
so called and invited a lot of ppl for the campfire
wahhhs, i'm so excited for the campfire { and only the campfire =x }
it will be like NCHSRCY GATHERING
with so many many many people larhhhhs
after that meet liao,jiu go compass heights for bbq
haas,i was so darn bored
cannot go near the pit cos my hair
but i kept going there larhs
den we also go kill the crabs,so SINFUL can.
but i keep poking it in the eyes and butt =x
hahahas. den fiona stay over also
WEETS -

so thursday i do my lesson plan until 5.30AM -
lmao,den we jiu go ZzzzZzzz liaoo
so darn tired. den woke up at 4.30
haas,but i lazed around in bed larhhs
den we jiu go compass buy present for hao lun liaoo
(:

okays,i feel so lazy to update my blog
so i go first. cyax.

2006-06-03T21:43:00.000+08:00

HELLO
long time no blog liaooo
haas,come to blog about my bdae and yesterday and TODAY (:

1st JUNE
fiona stayed at my house on 31st may cos she scared i cry
but i got promised myself not to cry on my bdae ders okays? >.<
so i see her play dota,den we view ppl's friendster,and watch youtube videos
LMAO,GO SEARCH NCHS ; GOT TONS OF VIDEOS
darn dumb ders
den we jiu went to bed at 12 plus i tink. cos i cannot tahan liao =x
SO MANY PPL WISH ME HAPPY BDAE LARHS
THANKS (:
i actually expected like only 10? haas
den opened my FIRST bdae present from ften
wahahahas,SO NICE CAN! $23 =x
okays,so we chatted,and chatted,and chatted and CHATTED until 2 plus siax
den my maid woke up and shhh me, i jiu ask WAD?!
she ask me go sleep. so we went to dream land ZzZzZ
morning jiu wake up,FIONA LAZED AROUND IN BED!
stupid girl,but we weren't late, okays, i mean we WERE LATE, but not cos we were late
but cos of my mom ; lols,sounds complicated yeah?
it's just that i have to wait for my mom to come back pass me the $200 bucks larhhs
so met them at compass and went to orchard area,fiona left for work liaoo
we were like deciding where to eat den in the end settled for SUSHI TEI
it's a high class place okays? the price is like WOW!
and guess how much was it?
119.50 BUCKS OKAYS?!
so left with $200 - $119.50 = calculate yourself larhs
den we deciding where to go to,so go to take NEOPRINTS (:
weets,alina sae my eyes hao kan =x
and i pay again
we took 2 machines lehhs
so around $20
den jiu go k box, so sad. jiayi cannot join us ):
and i applied to be member larhs. cos got discount
SO PPL WHO WANNA GO K BOX, COME BORROW CARD FROM ME. I WILL LEND DERS =)
den there got sell cake,my mummy say must blow candle make wish
so i jiu go buy ; $13 okays?! so cheap larhhs
den linda ate almost half of it
hahahahahahas,greedy little PIG (:
we stayed from 3 plus to 8
so long hors, i go there see mtv only ; my singing cannot make it ders
i starting so crazy. keep jumping about.
but after that,cannot tahan liaoo. too cold
den i sort of wanna close my eyes go lala land,den linda throw her jacket on me
THROW OKAYS?!
i wake up throw back at her =x
haas,but she say she not cold. so lend wo. SO GOOD LARHHS
oh yeah,forget say i open my present
SO TOUCHED LARHS!
thanks alina,linda,hongxi,jiayi,weilin and kianwei =x
so ex lehs. i yesterday go check price =x i'm naughty
i almost cried lehhhs. (:
DEN HORS,LAST 2 or 3 SONGS WAS SO MEMORABLE LARHHS
cos we all sing loud loud without mic =x
DA CHENG XIAO AI ROCKS (:
wOots- it's my blog's song somemore >.<
den after that,jiu go play arcade
i sponser $10 for them to play
so rougly,i spent $200 today
wahahahahahahas, I LOVE MONEY LARHHS

2nd JUNE
went school for physics remedial
was late larhhs
all fiona's fault =x
den we dare not go in cos scared malu
but in the end also walk in
but kar san later than us larhhs
late for 1 hr 15 mins still come ; lmao
might as well dun come =x
den hao lun pei him. wahahahas. he's funny
ask miss oh dun look at his answers. cos he sae if wrong very malu
CUTE >.<>
SO CHEAP LARHHS
$15 for 2 person cos got student deal
SO CHEAP SO CHEAP
den also buy things for 2 person
smth like good luck charm lai ders
MADE 2 NEW FRIENDS
i noe them liaoo
but they dunno me mahs
den officially friends (:
*CLAPS CLAPS*
plus one of them ders birthday coming up liaoo
buying present time (:
recently keep buying present for ppl lehhs
SEE HOW GOOD AM I =x

TODAY
NDP - woOts*
today mummy fetched wo dao compass
den we jiu go into mrt liaoo lehhs
linqi suddenly say forget bring name tag
DEN I WAS LIKE OH YEAH. ME TOO!
so we rushed home
toke cab larhhs
den $6 for the trip to and fro >.<>
sad larhhs sad
after that rushed to hq liaoo
go in,they asked for day i/c
I BU YAO ADMIT DERS LEHHS
but no choice,den mdm say got improvement
haas,it means i'm early larhhs
so i was so freaked out,but heys,i dare to sort of speak out okays?!
see how brave i become >.<
den jiu take attendence liaoo lorhs.
joel sir took my photo larhhs
haas, den off we go to national stadium
COOL RIGHT?! but my boots got skin cancer liaoo larhhs
so dead lehhs,think must buy new boots lers
the floor darn darn rough larhhs!
MY PRECIOUS BOOTS >.<
okays,so the lunch was pretty okayys. but they bully jing kai =x
all give him eat lehhs. SO BAD DERS!
haas. anw,there's rumours liaooo
so fast larhhs, dunno how many trainings only
den say he like me. -.-
dun liddat lehhs. see larhhs. i today so gang ga to talk to him lehhs
only later of the day den dare to talk to him
today so many rehearsals
stand until my toes all pain plus my last toe on my right almost got burned
but welfare very very good today
u guys know those use to spray plants ders?
we are like those seedlings that must undergo water and sunlight to grow!
haas,they keep spraying on us larhhs,so cooling (:
but last rehearsal,very very hot lehhs
den wear gloves,sun shine from right hand side
i having serious sun burnt now >.<
sad lehhs, den my hands,omg,2 colours liaoo. also sun burnt. den can see the difference when i remove my gloves
got one line! argghh
so obvious
plus my neck! argghhh,so red now. LOBSTER =x
hahahahas. debrief,jiu write letter to our mortals
haas,on why we join ndp
i guess my angel must be a boy larhhs
the handwriting =x so ugly
but if it's a girl,no offence cos everyone was like rushing?
LOL,den end of NDP liaoo
we go eat with adrian and jing kai
haas,now good friends with adrian also >.<
so funny larhhs,we were like hating him cos he bully jingkai and snatch he like ders girl
but he's not bad. humourous and talks fast =x
wahahahas.at first go long john silver ders. but jing kai no money so we change to mac cos he can use ez-link card pay mahhs
den when leaving that time,calvin and his friends say we ps them
lmao larhhs,we didn't even go there with them
so eat at mac,den my face getting redder =x
haas,den gladys they all come find us
lols,like come see our ndp tee niax
and she almost hit me larhhs! heng i ran fast
lmao,jiu come home liaoo

LOL,so LOOONNNNGGG post
HAPPY READING PPL (:

2006-05-31T19:33:00.000+08:00

hais - i cried AGAIN
i don't want to
but the tears just flow while i was walking
and i just want to go somewhere where no one can see me crying
so i just walk and walk and walk
my babes were behind me ; the comfort was there - THANKS
i just sat down under a block and place my head down on my hands to cry
wo mei you yong . wo hai shi zai ku
i cry until my hands were wet
and i started to write on a piece of paper what i feel
they jiu reply me
i know i must be strong
but find me the courage ; haiis
i cried onto that piece of paper too
i'm hurt,i feel the pain
although i know that it isn't such a bad thing afterall
as he did wanted us to be friends still (:
but i just felt like crying especially when i saw my babes
so it's true that i only show my true self to my closest ones
after reading alina's blog, she say see wo liddat hen xin tong
i'm sorry alina,wo mei you yong
give me time,i will try to be happy again
i'm sorry everyone
hais
counting down,wishing that he will wish me -

2006-05-30T22:29:00.000+08:00

i'm back from tuition
haas,MY BABES REALLY MADE A MESS AT MY HOUSE!
we watched scary movie 4! but before that,they were sort of voting to watch i not stupid 2 or scary movie 4
I VOTED FOR SCARY MOVIE 4 -
so of cos we watched scary movie 4 larhs (:
MY MUMMY WAS SO GOOD!
she came from so far just to buy things for my friends to munch on
and she had to rush back to work!
WOOTS- MUMMY,I LOVE YOU =)
before tuition,during tuition,things happened larhs
i admit that i already know the answer and was like so dumb to asked
tears drop again ='(
i'm sorry, i ain't good enough for you ; hais
on the way home,my mummy say maybe giving me $200 to treat my frens eat
WEETS- SEE HOW GOOD MY MOMMY IS!
wahahahas,shall blog till here
BYE ('=

2006-05-30T12:11:00.000+08:00

HELLO (:
i'm so bored
so here i am to blog about smth
and hopefully it's really SMTH
cos i'm just going thru all those stuff in my folders
and realise that some things are like so darn cool
so gonna share =)

anw,start with a quiz { sort of yeah? }

Bold the things that make you smile the most.

01. Falling in love.
02. Laughing so hard your face hurts.
03. A hot shower.
04. No lines at the supermarket.
05. A special glance.
06. Getting mail.
07. Taking a drive on a pretty road.
08. Hearing your favorite song on the radio.
09. Lying in bed listening to the birds outside.
10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer.
11. Chocolate milkshake.
12. A bubble bath.
13. Giggling.
14. A good conversation.
15. The beach.
16. Finding a 20 dollar bill in your coat from last winter.
17. Laughing at yourself.
18. A huge sale at your favorite store.
19. Midnight phone calls that last for hours.
20. Running through sprinklers.
21. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.
22. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful.
23. Laughing at an inside joke.
24. Friends.
25. Making other people laugh.
26. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep.
27. Your first kiss with that special someone.
28. Making new friends or spending time with old ones.
29. Competing with your friend and beating your friend.
30. Having someone play with your hair.
31. Sweet dreams.
32. Hot chocolate.
33. Road trips with friends.
34. Swinging on swings.
35. Making eye contact with a cute stranger.
36. Making chocolate chip cookies.
37. Having your friends send you home-made cookies.
38. Holding hands with someone you care about.
39. Running into an old friend.
40. Watching the expression on someone's face as they open a much desired present from you.
41. Watching the sunrise/sunset.
42. Getting out of bed every morning and being grateful for another beautiful day.
43. Knowing that somebody misses you.
44. Getting a hug from someone that cares about you deeply.
45. Knowing you've done the right thing, no matter what other people think.

well,just smth i found.
haas,so it's pretty short yeah?

now,THE TRUTH ABOUT GIRLS =]

*gossip isn't a sin. it's an art.
*we aren't ashamed to cry.
*we must go to the bathroom in groups
*we have this thing called feelings. don't hurt them.
*we don't wake up looking pretty. it takes time and effort.
*sometimes is just never quite enough.
*we need girls nights OFTEN.
*we hold grudges and we never forget the things you said that hurt us.
*it doesn't matter who dumped who or why. but whenever we see an ex with another girl, it ALWAYS bothers us. not because were not over you, but because we know we used to be that girl.
*makeup can hide many things, like puffy eyes from crying to huge scars from a broken heart
*never ever ask a girl how heavy she weighs; or imply anything about her weight for being too much or too little. JUST DON'T DO IT !
*never ask a girl if she's being bitchy due toPMS...but cause other things annoy us...DUHH.
*as much as we say we don't like u...we do.
*girls notice EVERY LITTLE SINGLE THING so be careful of what you say and do
*our eyes are located in our heads. not our chest or butt. when you're not looking in our eyes, WE KN0W.
*we'll get a feeling in our gut when things are wrong. ( SERIOUSLY TRUE )
*most of the time we make ourselves like a fool to trust in every word you say even if we know that you lie and that REALLY hurt us !!(( if u think we girls are dumb , you're WRONG! we know more things than u thought we know just that we never say.))

haas,yeah.QUITE TRUE RIGHT? (:

well,that's all about it
maybe,next time will post about LOVE
wahahahas

GUESS WHAT,think my 4 babes are coming over later
WEETS -
just don't make a mess of my house =x
might blog again tonight (:
OH YEAH,this morning was pissed off { argghh }
i called fiona to wake up larhs
den i go sleep until 8!
expected her to leave her house lers and so i RUSH LIKE HELL
after i bathe come out,i saw her msg that she was still lying on her bed
yeah,so there she goes again
i should have went alone,but just didn't have the mood to be ALONE
these few days,just cannot be alone anymore
tears will flow ('=
CYAX PEEPS

2006-05-29T20:31:00.000+08:00

today had history remedial
aiyohs, i dun think i even need to be there larhs
cos i passed my overall
but i saw my name being highlighted on some paper
they just said it was for history
haas,so TADA,i was there and we had to do SBQ on KMT and CCP ders
so damn bored and i really dunno how to do
thus i CRAPPED ; haas
den after the history thingy,had a meeting
we were like eating most of the time larhs
haas,the chee chong fan very nice (:
den jiu was like learning slow march but cannot make it larhs
so after finish everything,we were like deciding where to go
and finally decision : MY HOUSE
linda,hongxi,alina and kianwei came along
they were so afraid of my dog ; and there they go,screaming their heads off
wahahahaas,i'm happy larhs
den my dog bit me larhs
i wanted to enter the room cos they were inside
but my dog sitting outside,so i sort of kick her? =x den she bite my toe lers
arrghhh,so much blood from one small toe
wahahahas,den after that,qingwei came and slack
so weird lehs,he suddenly say he homeless,den come and slack
anw,WEDNESDAY NO MORE NDP
WOOTS- no need be I/C lers (:
how great is that? =)

zhong yu ming bai,gai fang shou
hais,maybe i already know the answer deep inside me lers
so shall i leave things as it is?
it's better now isn't it?
but he will be gone soon
hais ; so confused
friends was his answer
so let's be friends
shouldn't expect much anyway
HAIIS -
only song to represet how i feel is ZHONG YU MING BAI

望著你慢慢離開宿命像潮水般
淹沒我不能呼吸漂浮在黑色的海
怎麼習慣失去你的未來
怎麼留住漸漸消失的雲彩
騙自己愛還存在淚水卻始終不斷
命中注定沒有你的未來
莫失莫忘漸漸消失的空白

什麼都別說我不想懂
至少我還擁有美麗的夢
什麼都別說我真的不想懂
終於明白該放手
(終於明白愛該放手 )

2006-05-27T23:04:00.000+08:00

HAAS
today NDP was fun fun fun >.<
play so many games,sing so many songs,talk so much COCK =x
jing kai and alson was NICE { our good friends now }
anw,SKSS ders ppl finally come back liaox
haas,MISS THEM but also HATE THEM
ps us that time after first internal training
cos today rain rain rain
den there was like lightning so we had to wait and wait
in the mist of waiting,we had so much fun larhs!
some more,keep talking about DOTA
wahahas,that sure bored alina and linda out
den learned a secret >.<>
den before the rain came in,i was like standing in the last rank
den this girl forget where she stood so she stand MY PLACE
i was so freaking pissed out,asked her where she stand TWICE
don't even bother to answer me
so when the full reharsal comes after the rain stops,we jiu go fall in
i just stand there and say this one my place
lmao,so she stand the place she pushed me to =p neh ne neh ne poo poo
after that,go back hq debrief mahs
den suan my beret -.- say colour run liaox
i also kena I/C
SUAY LEHS,my bday hai dao me lehs ):
sir asked whose bday is on first week of june
only me siax,stupid.i go raise ; argghh
I'M SO FREAKING SCARED >.<
wish me luck (:

2006-05-26T18:17:00.000+08:00

yesterday was like the best training i ever had
IT WAS FUN -
and i guess everyone had fun too (:
alina,linda and i cried )':
cannot bear to see them leave

to all sec 4s:
a GREAT BIG THANKS to you guys for leaving with us SO MANY PRECIOUS MEMORIES
recalling them back seems so wonderful
you guys were the closest batch to us
it's just tough to adapt having a training without all of you
but i guess we can learn
though conflicts arise,but i'm glad that everything's okays now
hope yesterday we did make you guys feel how important everyone of you are to us
though ni men ders red cross life end lers,DO COME BACK
we will hope that one day,all of u will come back to look at us
and realise that all those teachings are being put to good use
and that efforts that you guys put in are not being wasted
we hope it's a great ending for everyone of you
(:
good luck for everyone of you

2006-05-21T14:07:00.000+08:00

ndp is exhausting me out
suddenly feel that it's so boring just to go there and stand for dunno how many hours straight
but it's yet honourable lehs
aiyohs,contradicting >.<
my legs larhs ; it's so suan now
den yesterday there's this tampon so freaking idiot larhs
people so darn tired in the bus still purposely make so much noise
assholes -
but one very malu the things is i slept in the bus mahs
den they have sort of debrief
linda never call me wake up! =x
halfway thru everything den call me up
aiyohs
haas,okays,i was so damn tired wad
cannot blame
i'm getting so bored
okays,bye! i dun really have much to blog about

2006-05-19T22:29:00.000+08:00

i'm currently crying
so everything's just so precious to me
hais,suddenly,everything's seems like it's gone
i didn't learn to cherish
so not cherishing = losing everything
so many stuff happened
we feel unhappy,they also feel unhappy
but everything's 2 sided
things had to end this way ;; hais
and all the sec 2s,ignts siax
all not happy about someone
i talk until so long
hope they understand bahs
so everything's come to an end
:(
i admit i'm sad
i'm crying, literally crying
i just dunno how to cherish
and cry when everything's over,gone,vanished
aren't i useless?
i'm trying to lock everything in my heart
so i won't forget anything
there's you,you,you,you,you,you,you and you
so many countless yous that makes a difference in my life
i guess i just have to learn to cherish
most importantly,FORGIVE AND ACCEPT,BUT NEVER FORGET
for every mistake might turn out to be a blessing in disguse
and the mistakes are the misunderstanding,the assumptions,the tone and so many we can add on
but ever wonder what's the blessing?
we understand each other better,we understanding each other's feelings,the wonderful memories all flow back,the understanding of what is hurt,disappointment,and yet there are so many that it's so hard to type in words
so guess what,the blessings surely outweigh the mistakes
(:
maybe it's time we learn how not to depend on them cos they will have to pass out someday
maybe it's time to let go

2006-05-18T21:40:00.000+08:00

oh yeah
i hurt my leg today
i don't want a scar T.T
how how how
so sad
weilin's bike hai dao my legs to have so many marks
cry larhs
JIAWEN LARHS,YOUR FAULT =x
shucks,gonna have scar lers
-cry*
btw,listen to my blog's song
it's a nice song (:
though like in my com so long lers,but haven't listened yet until today morning
=x

anw,wanna vent anger again
i'm pissed off
TRUELY PISSED -
{i vent my anger best this way cos i don't hurt anyone LITERALLY}
so there's this incident that sort of JUST happened?
i was only ASKING,and FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE,ASKING
and you answered like it was so wrong to just give it to me
okays,so fine
i don't care for this and so i asked you do you know anything and asked you to add one bloody thing which i'm certain you do not know of about
and yet you go there pretending to know
I WAS PISSED
and when alina told me about the duty thingy,I WAS EVEN FREAKING PISSED
you've changed SO MUCH ;;
thought you will stick by us and thought you're the only one who still care
BUT GUESS WE WERE WRONG

2006-05-18T21:24:00.000+08:00

busy busy busy >.<
proposal,training,NDP!
i'm tired -yawn*
so many things on my mind
yet so much that i couldn't say out
hais
i'm suffering,suffocating inside
but it's okays
everythings jus part and parcel of life (:
see things in a lighter way and i might be happy
woots ; going crazy

2006-05-16T22:30:00.000+08:00

i'm broke
TOALLY broke
with only $1.90 left
but my four girls all owe me money (:
haas
today ate like siao siax
went toYuki n Yaki
YUM YUM
got the ice cream buffet again =)))
i keep eating green tea ders
wahahahas,it's nice
den the steamboat,i keep eating fishballs =x
take neoprints again =x
haas,broke lers larhs
oh ya,i'm like the second to wish jiayi happy birthday
SECOND!!
alina got the first place >.<
anw,today's tuition learned matrices
it's like so simple and yet so hard?
haas
ALA,MUST DO CAMP PROPOSAL LERS ):

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAYI (:

2006-05-15T22:40:00.000+08:00

ehs,forget to add on
i failed 2 subs out of 6 subs that were given back today
that's like so depressing
cos it's the first time i failed papers in major exams
i failed my chem -- 44/100
well,that's pathetic cos i only need like 6 marks to pass
i failed my history -- 23/50
this is even more surprising cos i normally do well in humanities
well,my geo,JUST passed and i'm relieved yeah
haas,i TOTALLY didn't study
just some past facts that i still remember and i did agriculture for there's nothing i know about manufacturing
e maths paper 1 was surprising SHOCKING -- 54/80
and there i go jumping up and down =x
there's still physics that i've not yet taken back
but based on the looks of miss oh
guess no one did well
but hey,it was a tough paper wasn't it
blame the marker {whom is her} >.<

oh,here i go again, CRAPPING

2006-05-15T20:28:00.000+08:00

they spoil my plan larhs ='(
say if i don't eat they also don't eat
first day of my plan only lehs ):

p.s i love you >.<

2006-05-14T22:51:00.000+08:00

yesterday went out to SHOP
a SECOND SHOPPING SPREE =)
{i'm thinking about dota AGAIN,haas,KILLING SPREE}
wahahahahas
first was with jiayi,that one i only spent $20 plus
yesterday spent around $50
okays,so i'm broke
but told my plan to linda and hx ; MY SAVE MONEY PLAN
they dun wanna listen
so i'm gonna type it out
I NEXT TWO WEEKS GONNA SAVE MONEY LERS
=)
SO I WON'T BE BROKE DURING THE HOLIDAYS!
bringing bread bahs,or else i will go kop theirs =x
anw,so looking forward to holidays larhs
can work at fiona's mom there
den have income (:
so many things for me to be happy about
and moreover,today i played one round of ndp with my ndp friend
haas,jing kai, I WON YA!
WOOTS -
first time i win someone in 1 v 1 okays?!
GOGOGO
i'm even more addicted to dota
but maybe gonna quit in june bahs
got reason ders =x
haas,go pei fiona play runescape lers
if i DO rmb my account
wahahahas
looking forward to go to school tomorrow
and it's bl's birthday
i'm counting down to wish him
=)
waiting for 12
anw,
a HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to all mummies

p.s i bought a new wallet and it's NICE (:

2006-05-12T14:03:00.000+08:00

OH YA
I TOTALLY FORGET TO MENTION SOMETHING ABOUT YESTERDAY
JIAYI AND I SAW ZHI YANG AT FAR EAST
WOOTS -

p.s and he looks better in real person (:

2006-05-11T20:52:00.000+08:00

i guess i'm expecting too much in life
i guess i was wrong and THOUGHT i was right
i just don't get it
i'm letting so many people get control of my emotions
they tell me what to feel
they make me feel what i do not wish to feel
GET LOST -
or shall i be the one to disappear from everyone's life?
hais
maybe one day,maybe,if i'm gone,there might be more laughters,more happiness
cos people give me the feeling is hatred
hatred for me
it's like me against EVERYONE

2006-05-10T23:18:00.000+08:00

EXAMS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER!
WOOTS -
after so many days of not studying,i find that i'm more tired than studying
okays,so dota has worn me out =x
anw,today last paper was e maths paper 2
can say easy,but also can say hard
my graph sucks
the shape was totally different from my friend's
mine was like so weird
the scale so weird also
haas,nvm,IT'S OVER!
DOTA DOTA DOTA ALL DAY LONG NOW
okays,but i think i'm wrong
have to continue to do camp proposal
and guess what,i just dun have the mood! =x
being an editor is not good ders,cos mus keep editing other people ders lesson plan
somemore must do my own lesson plan
SO BUSY >.<
and i guess i must start studying lers
haas,though pretty early and also pretty late
but no choice?
haas,but i think i will be too lazy for that
i'm getting bored and more addicted to dota =x
i need more money!! =)

2006-05-06T02:33:00.000+08:00

HELLO
finally after so long,i'm back
okays,not sae back,should be i always back,but lazy to blog =x
maybe closing down blog?
but i kinda will miss blogging someday ders
haas
I'M SO ADDICTED TO DOTA
and everyone's like arranging match with me when i'm so noob
i admit i very noob larhs
lols,but they like bully me
heng fiona will always stand by me =)
anw,i've kind of saving money these few days
and up till now,perhaps 80 bucks?
10 bucks could be to save to buy jiayi's present
haas,i also wanna buy my bag!
anw,it's so late now and yet i'm still online
lols
after one week of exams,i can finally play like siao lers
i miss dota =x
obsessed with it ; love it too much
history and physics?
i'm so gonna flunk
but the rest of the subs still pretty good
becos i kao my tyco-ness lers
jus pray hard lorhs *cross my fingers*
i also dunno why i always manage to pass my test when i DON'T STUDY and i DON'T LISTEN in class
i am guilty of sleeping in class! LOL
next week there's chemistry,a maths and e maths paper 2
well,i won't be studying,so wish me best of luck
haas,anw,jus played finished a game of dota
and then that was the second game that i got so fucked up
arggghhh,nvm
dun mention it or i will get pissed off again
i so wanna trash him lers
anw,he uses the same hero
gonna go read more guide,see which hero can counter that hero =x
recently,or shall i say last sat,got ndp training
haas,made a couple of friends again
and den we kept hanging around and CRAPPING
LMAO,kept saying those lame jokes
and joel sir passed me ZHIYANG'S AUTOGRAPHED PHOTO
lols,not exactly crazy over him
but happy =)
oh ya,today sort of made jiayi angry
ehs,sorry lehs =x
and just now julian did a stupid thing when we play dota
he called me jamy jamy -.-
lame right?
he's so gay,when together with the jx,more gay =x
haas,it's true
i see both of them sort of sabo-ing each other,i wanna LOL
lately got so many SHOCKING news
is those expect bu dao ders
BUT,dun expect me to say it here =)
cos i won't ders
not so dumb larhs
oh ya,this post is so damn freaking messy
haas,all the things are all around,mixing a bit of here and there
cos now whatver i typing is whatever thoughts that come to my mind

LAST WEEK,I WAS FREAKING PISSED OFF BY SOME BLOODY IDIOT'S WORDS
PLEASE LARHS,YOU THINK OUR CAMP REPORT HAVEN'T COME OUT MEHS?
IT'S LIKE IT WAS BEING REJECTED SO MANY TIMES WHAT
IF PLANNING A CAMP IS SO EASY, DO IT FOR US LARHS
I KNOW YOU GOT 2 YEARS MORE OF EXPERIENCE THAN US
BUT I DON'T THINK YOU WILL DO ANY BETTER THAN US LARHS
AND MOREOVER,U SOUND LIKE YOU UNDERSTAND US WHEN YOU DON'T
NOW I KNOW WHY GOT PEOPLE DON'T LIKE YOU LERS LARHS
OTHER GROUPS HAVE SO MUCH TIME
WHAT ABOUT US?
CUT INTO OUR EXAM TIME,PROPOSAL PLANNING TIME
STILL WHAT THE HELL ME
ASSHOLE
I HATE YOU
FUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE
I WON'T HAND IN THE REPORT TO YOU
I WILL JUST PASS IT TO YCS
SCRAM -

haas,okays,that was my way of venting anger
i never have been so angry at a person
what i dun like is people who ACCUSE me
i hope he gets away from my life

yawn*
later,which might be afternoon,i gonna play dota again =x
haas - i'm not naughty
jus giving ppl chance to excel me in my studies =x
LMAO,JOKING!

to my girls:
though we may always quarrel,but i hope that misunderstandings can be cleared asap
it's all fated that we will meet
but it does not depends on fate whether we will stay being BESSSSTTT friends or enemies
=)

ANYWAY,I SUDDENLY THINK DAO MONDAY!
omg,i'm so scared
what if i forget the format?!
HOW?!
T.T
later i shout dao bu hen xiao sheng =(
so people,must give me moral support hors =)

2006-04-21T21:59:00.000+08:00

i'm so tired!
exhausted to be exact
today everyone did a very good job
=) !
there was the combine sports meet today
den there was NO SCHOOL!
WHOOPEEEEE
haas,sorry,i crapping
hmmm. the journey was like okays bahs
den reach lers very fast jiu like got casualty
LOL
got 14 casualties you know?!
i attend to almost all larhs
but left halfway or something
DEN SO MANY MEMORIES FLOW BACK!
alina and i was like,HAIS,WE MISS EVERYTHING
i jiu like cry lehs! haas. I WANT BACK THOSE DAYS! ='(
okays,back to topic
den got this ai tong guy and he was SO CUTE!
OMG
i myself attend to him once
haas,den got one time
cos of the bloody jiayi larhs! make me apply wrong medicine
den he shocked dao
SO CUTE!!!!!!
he came to the base for 3 times
haas =)
one girl had a satay stick stab into her palm
and i was like SHUCKS,WHY DID I GO LOOK?!
cos it was real disgusting larhs
so deep,and really admire that girl cos she was like so brave?
jiu send to clinic cos no choice,can't possibly pull out by ourselves mahs
OH YA,the ambulance uncle was the same guy
den the food was also the same =.=
hard from peixuan she got like eight injections to numb the area so the doc can pull out
YUCKS
i can imagine
haas,all causlties still okays,grazed dao only
I WAS GLAD EVERYONE WAS LIKE SO CALM!
=))))))

hais
suddenly,it feels like i can't hold on to all these memories anymore
i'm just so tired
someone help me?
i want back all of my memories and keep them close to me
I NEVER WANNA LET GO OF ANYTHING ANYMORE
i seem to be like fading away
it feels like anything,i might be gone from this world
there's like no bright side anymore
but dun worry,for i shall be strong and keep smiling
my last wish will to be that everyone will be happy
pls make it happen

2006-04-20T21:07:00.000+08:00

=(
i'm like so sad can
katie told me that they now wanna have one last training also hard lers
i almost cried!
den julian say he now must stop himself from going to red cross
is like he got urge to go,den cannot resist himself,but trying hard to
i'm very sad
aiyohs
so fast our turn to take over lers
are we ready?
they took over like so little time?
i kinda miss the days they plan the training
i miss EVERYTHING
hais
aiyohs
tomorrow i'm gonna give a few people a BIG HUG from me to show that everyone of them really makes a difference in my life
and i mean it
crapping again
argghhh
='(

2006-04-17T22:07:00.001+08:00

long time no update ders
i'm back
a lot of things not going well
='(
anw,PEOPLE,REST WELL!
okays,firstly: PROPOSAL REJECTED UNTIL VERY BADLY
i'm like so gonna cry
linqi also disappointed
her ink and paper use until so damn lot
i edit so many lesson plan until i can also memorise EVERYTHING
will go crazy one day
argghhh
den today talk to pei xuan
things didn't turn out the way i expected
but i'm glad as she just called me and asked got anything to do mahs
at least she mei you ba wo men ders hua dang er bian feng =)
and i'm happy that linqi and i very good friends now
aiyahs,understand that there are bound to be some things that turn out good and bad ders
listening to yuen meng talk also quite interesting
experiences from other people's life
but ala,i not a good listener
also make me realise something in life larhs
there's like a chance to give to others to let us trust them
but wad if they go overboard?
being a hypocrite
i cannot stand this behaviour larhs
nvm,hope that person will slowly make me gain back her trust bahs
=)
wo decided lers
maybe just jing jing ders ai zhe ta jiu hao lers
bu yao rang ta zhi dao lers bahs
i dun want him avoiding me again lers
perhaps,i am contented lers
but i got one request
i really want know how he feel!
arggghhhh. HELP?!
anyway,lately addicted to cao ge ders songs
he sings nice
Xp

2006-04-10T19:49:00.000+08:00

today i can really see the team work done
though we were so darn noisy
so sorry rou hui =)
anyway,posts all change lers
maybe this arrangement can make everyone happy
oh ya,i still dun uds why is yuen meng saying all sorts of "rubbish" now larhs
like spoiling everything?
ehs, dunno larhs
haas,i just came to crap larhs
just wanna blog smth

posted by

The Nan Chiau Red Cross Youth Fourth Executive Committe Guard Of Honour Contingent Member Lance Coporal Jamie Lim

p.s nice name hors =)

2006-04-09T19:50:00.000+08:00

hello
okays,firstly,i'm gonna say a WELL DONE to red cross for being such a GREAT GOH
=)))
i bei touched dao
it was like everyone trying their best
and i can really see the effort everyone puts in when they march
i'm so glad
secondly,i wanna apologies for the incident that took place yesterday
=(((
i'm so sorry but i realise i dun even know what am i doing
guess it was like a breakdown
i suddenly got so afraid of everyone in my squad and i mean EVERYONE
i am even scared of hx
so i gone crazy lers
what i feel is that,i dun really make a good camp chief
i dare not voice out my personal feelings
(but i did managed to do that yesterday =) )
and i dare not reject any ideas that people give me
you can say i got a phobia of people?
argghh,i dunno
i dare not touch anything that all of you give me
perhaps i am weak larhs
it's okays
i just hope if i continue,i will do my job well
oh ya,speaking about camp thingy
go read MR TAN CHUN LEONG's blog
he got a message for all sec 3s
http://doyouwantmyhelp.blogspot.com
and i really hope we can work better as a team
i will try not to breakdown again?
haas,
and this time,it is really the chance for us to bond together bahs
so perhaps,no one is to blame for yesterday's incident
and i hope that everyone will uds what am i doing
i'm sorry

time to continue blogging
read gavin's blog
and seriously,i'm hurt
imagine the feeling if someone is like blogging about you and quite making you guilty
the feeling is HURT
it's only you think that i tell kianwei
haven't you ever think that he might be the one to ask me?
and he was there and he actually saw everything and thus know them?
you asking me and i not answering is cos i dun wan to mention about it again
and i always tot u understand
up to today,i den realise u dun
who says u doesn't deserve to tok to me?
haven't you even think that is i dun deserve to tok to u?
hais,you jus dun uds
and toking to you after reading your blog isn't for the sake that u ask me
it's just that i want u to uds and not accuse
guess what,i treat u so close that sometimes,i dun say hi or bye but i smile
have u ever see me saying hi and bye to linda they all
no,never
now,i dun tink u even tok to me online and u just say things change and everything's different
perhaps it is different
but dun do this to me
and in case you are reading this,i jus wanna tell u YES,I'M ANGRY and yet HURT
i'm so disappointed
haiis

2006-04-07T22:22:00.000+08:00

i really want to voice out how i really feel lers
after a talk with qingwei and kianwei today,i sort of snap out of my (?)dream(?)
haas,dun really know what am i saying too
hmmm,maybe reflect a bit,really like doing tons of stuff?
lols,i'm so getting old
but my temper's pretty good these few days
just dun go test it and leave it as it is okays?
gonn a write a letter and let you guys read it lers
=)
and yesterday was still unforgettable
LOL
my hands were scratch
okays
maybe she was like kena agitated or something happen?
hmmm,so she started running away and sin yee chased after her
suddenly,kianwei jiu come find wo ask wo go up
i was like so shocked
so many ppl call wo =.=
LOL
but i did managed it very well
i'm so glad
I'M JUST SO HAPPY THESE FEW DAYS!
haas,and today,all sec 3s were like AHHHHH!!!
so enthu and obey the rules =)
and we sort of manage to settle the disputes between us and sec 2s
=))))))
THREE CHEERS FOR EVERYONE
GREAT JOB =)
hahahahahahahahas

2006-04-05T19:51:00.000+08:00

today i did 2.4 again though i passed
it felt so terrible
i almost died but i still ran
i just want to keep myself busy
dun want to think about anything
so my timing improved by 8 seconds
BIG DEAL
now i got my muscles ACHING
and there's marching tomorrow
JUST LET ME DIE
argghhhhh
anyway,i think i did a great thing today =)
cos zhiya ran and she just had this muscles all contracting and breathing difficulty and jiawen and i did managed it well
den pamela had her leg muscles all locked together and walk so slowly
so she had to go to the sick bay
thus pui yoong,jia wen and i did the carrying
and IT REALLY HAS BEING LONG SINCE I DID EVACUATION
so we did the wheelburrow method
and my arms ache!
haas,i'm so getting old
that's so sad larhs ='(
den after school,a couple of us talked to julian
and finally he gave the nod to let yuen meng go training
but dunno wad is he gonna make him do larhs
crap larhs -.-

i'm so sick of my life
get me a new one
it doesn't seem right
i can't say anything i really want
how to make everyone happy?
how to make no one angry?
i'm so confused
i dun really know wad to do anymore
i just hope someone will come give me advice
hais
JUST TREAT ME BETTER CAN?!

2006-04-03T21:28:00.000+08:00

i'm so tired these few days
both mentally and physically
there's tons of homework
tons of dumb rehearsals
and tons of those meetings
tons of problems
tons of troubles
i'm breaking down soon
the only thing that keeps me alive now are my friends
but guess,they also wouldn't stand by me for long
it's hard i guess
i just keep making everyone angry and pissed off
i'm so afraid
and never been so afraid of one thing,and that is making my best peeps angry
it's getting hard to live
it's getting darker
i can't breathe
i can't talk,my mouth is just too dry
but who will understand?
haiis
the rain never did stopped
where i go,there is only the rain and the dark clouds
when will the me be back?
will i remain this way?
i dun want a fake laughter anymore
i just want to be alone sometimes
but i am so scared of it
i am useless
i am just afraid of everything
sometimes,whatever i do just doesn't matter at all
it seems like no one appreciate it
='(

2006-03-25T20:10:00.000+08:00

hellos people
I'M BACK
so sorry for not updating my blog lahs
aiyohs
let's see,had LTC o6 on the 17th!
very memorable lehs
I MISS LTC o6!!!!!!!!!!!!
it was like so much fun
cannot imagine having so much fun with own cadets and fmss ders cadets
my platoon was great
so PLATOON B ROCKS with nicholas sir!
hahahahahahahas
aiyohs
i crapping
but pt was fun larhs
did 500 pumpings,but of cos not one person larhs
but as the whole course
we is one by one do one larhs
like first person do and shout 1,den second person do and shout 2 and so on lorhs
imgaine how long we had to stay at that position!!
our hands are like ARGGGHHHHH at that time
den other than that time still got other times also mahs
den the ground so hard lehs ='(
hmmm,den rest of the activities dun rmb lers lehs
except at 4.30 am on sat,the hx stomach ache so call me wake up
i very tired lers mahs,so no choice,make her find the toilet roll by herself
den 5 am,she finally find dao lers den call me wake
i ask her faster cos her face darn pale siax
she jiu walk and remembed that she forgotten to take the toilet roll
so i ask her walk,den i run back take
who knows she suddenly fall down at the parade square there
den heng rou hui mdm and deborah mdm was there larhs
i jiu rush there,den she cannot stand so cls carry her to the toilet
den i jiu pei pei xuan
she was like vomiting also
wahs,so horrible lorhs
den i was like thinking was it the survival cooking mahs
so in the morning,reporting that time,squad become 6 -.-
from 11 to 6 lehs!
den as theday goes on,left luting and me only
but when wanna do fd that time,we suddenly got fever
jiu report sick lorhs
we dun wan sick ders lehs! cos we wan platoon b to have ppl!
but den our temperature keep rising
become until from qurantined room to those got fever ders ppl ders room
den my temperature raise until so high
so after that my papa come fetch wo lorhs
bring me go see doctor
den next day stomach start to pain again lehs
lols
so see doctor den i tink jiayi,linda,alina,weilin,jiawen,junjie came bring me again
so total i seen doctor thrice siax
den my stomach pain until my parents bring wo go see hospital
haas
hospital life was great
but everyday stay in hospital until wo ders skin now so dry lers
stay for 3 days
the babies keep crying nehs
until now my black circles so dark lorhs
haas
today jiu went for ndp
HENG i got in
haas
was like so last min lorhs
today selection mahs,so all of us divided up into a couple of squads larhs
so we train and train but den sir keep pulling me out
cos the rahim keep calling and calling say wad i wasn't suppose to be there or smth liddat den ask them must let me go home
den i jiu fall out lorhs
den the sir sae try put me in cos can see i want be in ndp larhs
so he put me in but ask me fall out again cos rahim call again
den i jiu fall out
den i tink they say break
so everyone gather at canteen
but before that i got fall in and out a lot of times larhs
den they jiu enter phase 2,which is spiltting of the groups lers lorhs
den my number bei call dao,den jiu out ders lorhs
i so sway,so fall in with those lousy ders
haven start jiu cannot fall in
den they say rahim again
den my papa jiu mus come down
den i fall in a while,den fall out cos my papa mus be there
so i was like argghhh lorhs,but my papa there lers he jiu allow me to join in
haas,so once go in lers
do static drills for 2 mins the ma'am jiu call my number lers
den i go join contingent
I SO HENG LORHS
so 65 ROCKS
haas =)

EVERYONE GET WELL SOON HORS
TAKE CARE
DRINK LOTS OF WATER LEHS

2006-03-15T20:44:00.000+08:00

WOOT WEETS*
ME SAW YU YANG AND HIS STEAD TODAY!
AT BUGIS STREET!
HAAS!
LINDA SAW HIM,DEN STOP,DEN I ALSO SAW,DEN ALSO STOP
DEN SHOCKED DAO!
HE VERY HAO KAN LEHS
HANDSOME CHAP
=)))))))))
COME ON PEOPLE,BE JEALOUS!!!!!!
I FEEL THAT HE LOOKS BETTER IN PERSON!
OH LE OH LE OH LE OH LE
OH LE OH LE
YU YANG, YU YANG!!
NEH NE NEH NE POO POO
=PpPpPp

2006-03-14T23:11:00.000+08:00

hais
i'm just sad
so sorry for everything that happen
='(
guess my tears will drop again

2006-03-12T22:22:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE
i am back from camp!
the bathing time was PATHETIC
arggghhh,there's still frogs hopping around and cockroachs swimming inside the toilet bowl
it's YUCKY!
well,first day was still okays
the groupings was like sucky
our group name was outram park and den the guys in our group are pathetic larhs
BUT THE FLAG THINGY WAS NICE!
haas,okays,i TRIED to get the group to be enthu
and guess i managed to did that! =)
3GAY was group 11 and 12
it was cool cos our bunks were together!
we did rock climbing and the guy tot my name was do it -.-
and he even asked if i was indo-chinese
haas,gayed,i seriously am not and he did say i was an experienced climber
cos i kept directing my frens to climb which tile but i myself cannot even make it until half of the whole wall. LOL. malu siax
tent pitching was boring lehs,the weather was like so darn hot and we had to pitch such a big tent which i really nv try before larhs
first aid was boring! seriously B-O-R-I-N-G
jia wen was not there and i had to tackle all the questions myself -.-
heng there's still swee chen who knows a bit about it
haas,but they kept saying i know the answer and it was like ...
our night activity was (?)blind man's trail(?)
something liddat bahs,haas,we had to blindfold ourself and walk by trusting the person in front
and seriously,i think that we are walking around in circles
haas!
den bathing time was really pathetic
we washed our hair outside and went into the bathroom to wash our body and we barely took 5 mins each
i was dead beat by end of the day and can't wait to sleep siax
haas,but wake up so early and i was tired again
we had team building games and KAYAKING!
*WOOT WEETS*
i was overjoyed! cos it was the first time i will be trying out this activity
rebecca partnered with me cos samantha got difficulty =X
LOL. both of us laughed more than we paddle siax
we still need other school's de ppl for help
i was like there begging the people to steer us back to the right direction
den we keep kena banged and the bao yi go take my paddle -.-
and we were the last to get back to shore
huahuahuas- so malu lehs,kaijie they all keep calling us to paddle and paddle
after that,we did river crossing and believe me,it was yucks
haas,the river was filled with insects and FISHES
i even wondered if the frogs had jump out from there
the water was cold at the shallow areas but warm in the middle
and i love it when everyone was helping everyone =)
and next was nature rumble
THE MUD WAS GROSS
we had to step into this pond like place and the whole water turned black
and dig our arms inside to get the mud and throw at others
IT WAS DISGUSTING
we still stink of mud today,as in when we were still in camp
when they asked us to find something that represents us
we took mud for the answer and the reason? simple,cos we stick together!
HAHAHAS,how cool was that?!?!?!
but the mud really stinks larhs!
we had the obstacle course and that was like the most boring-est thing in the whole camp
den we had campfire preparation and we were all tired lers
but the cheers were cool and i love the part where we sang the "later kena lightning strike"
haas,CAMPFIRE WAS GREAT
but the best part of the camp was still kayaking Xp
bathing time sucks EVEN MORE
argggghhhhh,we cannot even wash our hair outside due to thunder and lightning
so everyone bathe quite long bahs
last day was okays
haas,but sleepy siax *yawn*
oh ya! i kept sleeping away thru out the whole camp
keep *tok-ing*
as in the head will drop that kind
den hors,we depart that time,CLS TREAT US EAT JACK'S PLACE
cos to celebrate hx's birthday =)
*WOOTS*
they certainly are great people
i mean qingwei,cls and kianwei
haas,and wonder who bought hx the cake. dunno is jun jie or qingwei
anyway,i am so lazy to type lers larhs
so i end here

I GIVE THIS CAMP A THUMBS UP

2006-03-06T22:08:00.000+08:00

haas,i am so mesmerised by adriano!
omg,i am going crazy
i secretly did some voting *shhhh* it's meant to be a secret!
asked fiona help me vote 5!
lols,today in class early in the morning,i was darn pissed off
BIASED!
why are teachers always biased towards those students who have better results?
aren't all of us the same?
it's just the speed of us learning and yet,we get treated differently
i DID my history
and she only gave us around 10 mins to do
WHAT SHIT IS THAT?!
she tore my paper when i was doing
and guess what,others had EXTRA time to do due to the fact that she was collectiong OUR ROW FIRST
this dumb world sucks
WHY IS IT SO UNFAIR?
the threatment she gave us and THEM
HUMPH~
FAIRLY PISSED OFF -
den the liew asked us to settle our sitting arrangement at the end of the day and it will be permanent! she's great =)
but her depression,i can't really stand
so there's this furong and kaijie that seems really desperate in us changeing our seats and i thus agreed after they begged me for quite a long time
well,i am soft hearted yeah?
haas,so we had our seats changed after school and then the liew came to us and scolded us for changing our seats
she thus asked why did we shift to the back
and the ren jie did a very funny thing WITHOUT ANY EMOTIONS!
he told liew that what we heard was that girls to sit behind and guys to sit in front becos they were noisy
and she confirmed with fiona and asked whether it was true
fiona said ya! den she just went like,VERY GOOD!
haas! i really cannot stop laughing siax
it was like so darn funny until all of us could not stop laughing our heads off
got the common test result thingy
and i am quite satisfied larhs
IT'S AVERAGE OKAYS?!
oh gosh,it has been long since i touch dota
my slayer's combo is gonna gone soon
with my hands not moving as fast when playing
AND WHEN CAN I PLAY?!
the holidays are nearing but I GOT 3 CAMPS [including the story telling thing which only last for a few hours]
THAT'S BORED
well,gonna do my english soon
i've been slacking like hell
must get back the mood to study lers =)

byes -